Hi. My name is Thevan Thiyagan. I'm a student @ JCU, Townsville. I first started smokin when i ran away from home at the age of 17+. I've been smokin ever since. As recent as 2 yrs ago, i made several attempts to quit. Nothing ever seemed to work. The attempts only grew more and more intense wit every one passin. The longest i've been w/out ciggies, i'd say about 2 weeks, tops.

Here i am today in another attempt to quit. Today is my 1st smoke free day - technically not yet a day, but yeh..

BLEH.. ARGHH..

Its a lil too early fer a progress report, so i'll skip that and leave u with this;

Yes fellas, i'm a fervid doodler, hardly am able to stop once i start, and that's(refer fig. above) precisely how i spent the 2nd half(15min break btween lectures) of lectures. Mostly, i doodle stuffs irrelevant, but it shudnt take that much of an observation to notice that there's a theme goin on this time around.


U'd ask, what do u do usually, during breaks?
I'd say, .....



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I have been smokin for almost 9 years now and i think its due time i quit. Bleh. Soundin pretty familar eh? That's because statements like that, it comes off a smoker one too many times, and while happily puffin away at that!

Yeh, yeh, i agree, we smokers are all talk wen it comes to the whole quittin ciggies drama, but i've had a fair share of friends and family, most prominently my grandad, who were able to shy away from indulgin to the addiction.


Its different this time. Dont ask me why or how, but i am sumhow convinced i might actually be able to restrain miself from pickin up a styk, come tomorrow. Yes i know, what happens tomorrow is uncertain but try and bring yourself to concur with me on this will ya? I have a real strong feelin that this time, i'll be able to pull thru.

You'd ask, why tomorrow, not today?
I'd say, i still have that 4 styks left on mi box!



For yous who has already quit, plannin on quittin or at least givin it a thot, write in. I'd love to hear from mi fellows.

Yes Ken, lets all board on the 'Tak Nak' chariot!



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I was spposed to QUIT as of yesterday, but...

Cutting down on ciggarettes is like living in a glass cage where the walls are closing in..walls which are cushioned with boxes of 20's..and when they get close enough, fucka i doubt i'll be hesitating reach out to light up a whole 20's ..all 20 at once..!!..for when I crash, I'll crash and burn.....

for when I crash, I'll crash and burn.....

Are u aware of the latest scandals involving our very own Malaysian blogger Kenny Sia? No?

Well, i wasn't too. I was completely oblivious to this matter until las night, wen i stumbled upon ShadowFox's Hideout (y it's called hideout wen it's pingd on petalingst, i dont know) and came abt some real juicy bits - gossip wise.

I know its rude to intrude and poke mi nose on other ppl's business, but I am a M'sian, and a KL one at that! Can u really blame me fer bein the Keatpoh?
But then again, its the price one has to pay wen one achieves the 'celeb' status, or, when one 'romantically' acquaints oneself to a 'celeb', agree?

Okie, i'm not gonna elaborate much for the fact,

* I'm not well informed
* There's too many other blogs that gives insights.

on the aforementioned matter.

If u are intrigued, then click on, -->THIS<--
It very well might be a summary and the actuals may have been a lil downplayed but its a good place to start. Bleh. If u r left unsatiated, then go crazy googlin. Be warnd tho, its bloody crazy out there, sharp claws and fangs everywhere, be wise, stay and watch from the stands.

*more? click -->HERE<-- (must read comments)


keatpohchi - nosey parker, busybody



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You know how some songs when listend to, kinda brings back vivid memories?

Well, i can safely say Oasis's Don't Look Back In Anger is most prolly one of them songs and if u were to run thru any 26 yr ol's playlist, i'm pretty sure u'll find them in there.

Ye, so y bring this up?

See,
Ken referrd me to this youtube clip, a fella that plays under the name, ortoPilot, doin the acoustic cover, Don't Look Back In Anger and damn, it left me stupendified. This fella just made an awesome song even mo aweosme. Much much mo awesome!

A well worth watchin clip. Simply magical, simply euphoric.

Its almost like havin a well rolled smokes, while gettin 'the beast dwn south' suckd on real hard. Aaah, xcuse me for the lousy attempt on analogizing it, but its just that damn good.

Sheer AWESOMENESS!



p.s. i did say almost...





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Went on an Allan & Indi spree tonight and i must say, damn, these guys are hillarious!

Almost felt like i was back home fer abit. Awesomeness.
Here's anotha one of my favs, enjoy!




G'nights



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Enjoy this video, laff yur arse out.




till thens,


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Would you tell me, please, which way I oughtta go from here?

That depends a good deal on where you want to get to.

I don't much care where,

Then it doesn't matter which way you go,

so long as I get somewhere

Oh, you're sure to do that, if you only walk long enough.



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