It Has Come To This

I started this blog, as a mean to channel my frustration . Yes, I admit. Embarrassingly it was one of those attention seeking blog that starts out from the whole, fallin out of 'love' phase. Heck, I know its sad.

but

I'd like to think that it has sumwhat served/serving its purpose which ultimately is to not forget, but move on. And over the course of writing these pathetic posts i've come to realise i dont want this place to be a glommy one. I want it to be a happy one. A place to share some good music, some laughs and u know, stuffs like that. Catch mi drift dontcha?

but

Sadly, i am miserably failing at evolving this place to a happy one. As of lately, things have become much harder. Put aside the non existing social life. Being away from home, the serious procrastination, the inability to focus. Getting old like this is seriously doin much harm to the insides of my head like how suicide doesnt seem like a bad idea at all. Rest assured tho, for it will remain as just a thought and this dude hasnt the guts to pull of sumthing like that. That may very well be the reason i am lookin foward to 2012.

fck

I'm doin it again. I inadvertently fall into this depressive state, and it'd only gets worse as i progress, and for that reason i shall stop now.

U'd say, Great, another jiwang post.
I'd say(with a frown), Yes la. I'm full aware that its SAD.

but,

this, c'mon now.






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Emptyin The Mind

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Needa Fixing

Quote of the Day
All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on -Havelock Ellis


Letting go. I never knew how.

Holdin on. That i do nicely.

What if i stopped holding on? Would that mean i'm letting go?


Ah, here is a better thought.


How about i hand u a loaded gun.


Would u hunt her down and get her to sleep with me?


p/s: fire a warning shot if absolutely necessary.




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Avial

Who ruffles feathers and gets excited when the dark clouds gather rain?
nadanadanadanadanadanadanadanadanaa

fuh-i'm hookd.

These indians are ROCKIN'!





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Goin To California

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Emotional Explosion

No, not that kind, a different kind.

I had one last night. Twas bound to happen tho. Red button pushed. Ka-boom.

It sucks cos it took much effort withholding it from happening and it din help that i am goin thru the shittiest of times...

fck that.

DotA.


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Are You Alrite

Are u?


Lucinda Williams - Are You Alright

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It's A No Wonder

U'd ask, dude! aint this a tad queer!!
I'd say, only fer em WonderGirls. Wooohoooo!

It all startd wen AZAIG posted a parody bit, off the original music vid(the above vid). Yeh, the parody was hillarious, but wat got me hooked was the showcase of em dance moves. It may as well be right to say, i have watched almost all possible versions of that music vid on utube and still cant get enuff. Also, i have danced to it(in a satirical manner of course).

I know its disturbing, but fck, these girls are addictive.

To prove my point;



Aaahh, am off to watch more of vids of 'Wondergirls - Nobody' again.

U'd go, Thevan, u so crossed over to the queerside!
I'd go, ..... ssshhh! now, hand me a tissue.



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