Showing posts with label death styks. Show all posts
Showing posts with label death styks. Show all posts

Monday, August 25, 2008

Quittin Smokes

Hi. My name is Thevan Thiyagan. I'm a student @ JCU, Townsville. I first started smokin when i ran away from home at the age of 17+. I've been smokin ever since. As recent as 2 yrs ago, i made several attempts to quit. Nothing ever seemed to work. The attempts only grew more and more intense wit every one passin. The longest i've been w/out ciggies, i'd say about 2 weeks, tops.

Here i am today in another attempt to quit. Today is my 1st smoke free day - technically not yet a day, but yeh..

BLEH.. ARGHH..

Its a lil too early fer a progress report, so i'll skip that and leave u with this;

Yes fellas, i'm a fervid doodler, hardly am able to stop once i start, and that's(refer fig. above) precisely how i spent the 2nd half(15min break btween lectures) of lectures. Mostly, i doodle stuffs irrelevant, but it shudnt take that much of an observation to notice that there's a theme goin on this time around.


U'd ask, what do u do usually, during breaks?
I'd say, .....



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Sunday, August 24, 2008

Sayin 'Tak Nak'

I have been smokin for almost 9 years now and i think its due time i quit. Bleh. Soundin pretty familar eh? That's because statements like that, it comes off a smoker one too many times, and while happily puffin away at that!

Yeh, yeh, i agree, we smokers are all talk wen it comes to the whole quittin ciggies drama, but i've had a fair share of friends and family, most prominently my grandad, who were able to shy away from indulgin to the addiction.


Its different this time. Dont ask me why or how, but i am sumhow convinced i might actually be able to restrain miself from pickin up a styk, come tomorrow. Yes i know, what happens tomorrow is uncertain but try and bring yourself to concur with me on this will ya? I have a real strong feelin that this time, i'll be able to pull thru.

You'd ask, why tomorrow, not today?
I'd say, i still have that 4 styks left on mi box!



For yous who has already quit, plannin on quittin or at least givin it a thot, write in. I'd love to hear from mi fellows.

Yes Ken, lets all board on the 'Tak Nak' chariot!



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Saturday, August 23, 2008

Hey Joe,

I was spposed to QUIT as of yesterday, but...

Cutting down on ciggarettes is like living in a glass cage where the walls are closing in..walls which are cushioned with boxes of 20's..and when they get close enough, fucka i doubt i'll be hesitating reach out to light up a whole 20's ..all 20 at once..!!..for when I crash, I'll crash and burn.....

for when I crash, I'll crash and burn.....

i got miself anotha 'last box', yet again.




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