Thursday, December 27, 2007

Once Bitten, Twice Shy

Yet, this is not the case when it comes to the ever stubborn me. I've told miself one too many times to stay off 'uncharted territories' and still, i can afford to have miself lost in them.

mI'll haf to xcuse miself now. The greatest senju, Thines, finally called. More on this laters.



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Monday, December 3, 2007

Remembering Khoo Tian Leng

I initally planned on writin an update, but a sad news had just caught mi attention. Remember Khoo? The dude from the 1st kiss post. He, Khoo Tian Leng passed away on Monday the 3rd Nov 2007, 10.45am Malaysian time. We were spposed to meet up to catch up on ol' times sumtime this holiday, but i guess God had other plans for him.

I'm uncertain of the nature of his passing and am waiting on more news from fellow frens. However it maybe, i'm sure he will be remembered and cherished by many. I know, i will never forget him, i lost my
1st kiss to him ffs(i'll haf to stress again, neither him nor me am gay).

If u had the previlege of knowin Khoo, u'll know how much of a bud he was. He goes to extent many dont, all in the sake of helpin a friend. He makes people laff with so much ease with his crazy acts and hilarious comments. All that said, he never fails to show his serious side when times call for it. I remember how we talkd bout my then crush, and how encouraging he was helpin me with his wise words, ye, wise words comin from him. It did indeed. The times spent with him, havin to go thru his crazy darin stunts and all, twas sheer bliss. I'm recallin all those Inti and DotA times i've cherished with him and as bummed as i am now, i cant help smiling. He is that. He puts his friends ahead of him.

Well Khoo, we will catch up, in due time mi friend. Stay cool Bro! LOVE U! We'll always love u Khoo.

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Monday, November 26, 2007

Next Stop, KLIA

26th November 2007;
Just made an arrival at the Sydney Airport. My next flight, to Malaysia that is, departs tommorow, the 27th at 1255pm. So, ye, i'm stranded here fer anotha 18hrs, down with 2 options, either get miself an accomodation here fer the night(prolly, Backpackers) or to hang about in the aiport. Being the cheapskate i am, your bet yur blu arse i'd be opting for the latter. Its not gonna be that hard i reckon, or at least, i hope. I've got The Power Myth to help me kill some time, plus, so many pretty faces wherever i turn. Cuci mata until eye sore dy. Ohh, and did i mention the free internet service? LOL.

Sydney is awesomeness! Seriously! So many pretty faces, so many asians and the people are so nice. Earlier, i had to take a train to the international airport from the domestic airport, and the train, get this, was a double decker! How cool is that?! To be in the subway platform watchin the train slowly swooshing to its stop, with not one, but two layers of hot figures and pretty faces
lookin out at you, or actually, the platform itself, which of course, is the blatant truth.

Wish i could've gone to the city and check out more of this place, *winks* if u know wat i mean, but to do that all alone, NOT FUN. I wish i had Vicky or Thines, or anyone fer that matter, to be travellin with. Its really a bore to be alone in a city thronging with beauites and have no one to nudge when one walks past.

I've gotta bid this station goodbye for now. There's a GORGEOUS lookin thang waitin to use the internet and i'd hate miself if i made her wait any longer. I shall be the perfect gentleman and offer her my spot.
Ye,will do that!

Laters!



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Saturday, November 24, 2007

Nasi Lemak - An Alcohol Induced Entry

Tip~ Never consume alcohol when you are feelin all blu. It does sumthin to you. It forces 'dust to get in the eyes', instead go chocolates, or nasi lemak!

I was havin my usual Grants Family Reserve while packin up my stuffs and i realised i had alot of loose papers, consistin of notes, reminders, bills, receipts bank statements and stuff. Ye, so i ransacked the entire bunch to make sure i wanst ditchin anythin important and i came across something totally unexpected. Sumthin i thot i already got rid of. I was wrong, and already being half intoxicated, alochol worked its 'magic'. I cudnt do anything much after that. Just sat down on the pile of clothes on mi bed and layaned the jiwangness. I cud've used some companionship, but none were avail, LOL, and ye, you guessed it, the next best thing to a companion, is alcohol. Or so i thot.

The more alcohol i downd, the more blu i got, so i decided to put the session to an halt, fer the time being. Rolled one up, lit it up smoked it up, and still no gettin rid of the bluness, so here i am ramblin thru the write as a last resort. I must say, bloggin is definitely therapeutic. I'm feelin much better already. Thots of nasi lemak replace the sorrow, the white lemak'd rice, bright red sambal, the liquidy yolk of a mata kerbau, funny how they call mata kerbau the sunny side up, innit? the kacangs and a chicken breast goreng fer that exta oomph!

*LOL, watch me digress :)

This pic is ripped off a previous post.(clik to read)
OOh nasi lemak, tak lama lagi until i fckin fck u up! Just u wait! Man, i fckin love nasi lemak! I miself failed to recognize how much i was into nasi lemak when i was back home. Took it fer granted you can say.

A typical Thevan order; "Anne! nasi lemak onne, nasi kasi tambah, sambal taruh lebih sikit, telur kasi mata kerbau" takes a sip of the pre-ordered teh tarik, and continues, "anne, ayam goreng oso la, gimme nice nice fat fat one k!". Damn.. stomach growlin dy.
The best thing about malasysia mi friends, is the food, and the language. Both oso can kasi rojak baik-baik punya!

The politics however, is in dire need of a reformation. Hope things go well down there, for a better Malaysia.
Fer a read on wats the fuss is all about, subscribe to;
http://www.bmahendran.com/blog/
http://blog.kavilan.com/


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Friday, November 23, 2007

Not So Shytty Friday

Fridays. Haiih. Suprisingly this friday was not really that bad on me. Truth to be said, i don't really hate fridays as bad. Just that, certain events that took place in mi life had forced 'newfound' hatred to it. Ye, but like anything, i shud be able to get over it, in time.

Earlier today, i made a few purchases fer mi family back home. I don't usually get gifts fer ppl, but almost a year down in this shythole, i kinda felt obliged to get sumthing fer mi folks and three bros back home.
Amma and Appa - got them both a matchin pair of cups. It reads 'MUM" and 'DAD' respectively and each has a jiwang message in the inside of the cup.
Aravind- got him a whisky flask. An empty one mind you.
Ganesh- he's got a JimBeam bag. Awesome in black and red.
Navin- 5 hot wheels, 2 classic muscles, 2 pimped-outs and a Chevy SUV.
Friends- assorted bumper stickers and prolly ciggies and thanny wen i'm at the duty free shop.

Mi room internet is down. Opted to use the comps in the campus lab instead. Its not the same as writin in mi room. There's just sumthing way too cool bout havin a glass of whisky by mi side to accompany me thruout the post ala Hank Moody(Californication). Cool la. LOL. Awesome feel to it.

Today, i did sumthin i've always wanted to do. Try and learn to play the guitar. Never thot it'd be so hard, no worries tho, i had and will have the privilege of having Ken to guide me thruout. Sifu Ken is actually not at all bad handlin one of thems(obvious apple polishin eh!). Ye, after discussin bout my future free lessons and stuff, him and the rest planned to head to Huat's house fer a swim. AAAhhh..and wasnt i glad that i tagged along. The highlight of the day was prolly havin three of mi frens lift me up hi and cannon me foward towrds the far end of the pool. AWESOMENESSS!, twas definitely an intense adrenaline rush. Aah, and the day with the buds ended with a splash, quite literally.

Found out sumthing bout Ken today, he's got this 'theme song' thing goin on, i didnt know he was into this song that much. Get this, he plays this song alot, if u were walk up to his lappie, u'll notice the media player is most prolly playin this song, wen the phone rings, its this song again and heck, if u were to ride with him in his car, ye! u'll be greeted to this song.. again! LOL. Crazy fck!

Off to packin now, LOL, packin up has never been more fun!
Gonna be gigglin all the way back to mi room!

Nasi Lemak! Here i come!



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Thursday, November 22, 2007

The World Stands Up

I'm having the most lethargic of nights, ever! Only bearly able to write.
Exams are just over. I am pretty sure i fckd up all 4 of mi papers. Enuff said.

Lets instead rejoice in the magic of laughter, watch on Papa CJ, comin from the land of Kamasutra, he can fck the Brits in more ways than they could count. LOL. Awesome standup, lovin it.




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Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Life Flashed Before Mi Eyes

Today, i did sumthing bad. I could swear it was the workings of that lil red dude with horns, a tail and a pitchfork seated on my left shoulder. Sigh. I very much detest this part of me that gives in easily to a certain sin. Its not like i've never tried strappin miself to the virtuous ways. I have, but, ye, i sppose he got the best of me... again.

When i got home, i took a quik sip of whisky, off the bottle and dropped on my bed, shut my eyes tryin hard to empty my mind of the sinful act i've just commited. But just then, fragments of my life flashed before my eyes. What had been, what's becomin, what's gonna be; all in a matter of seconds. I must say, i did not like it one bit. I am 26 la now, fer cryin out loud! I shud be able to say i've done this and that, or at least, denote on being almost settled.
Sighs. Even with mi eyes closed, dust still finds its way in.

I'm sick and tired to always fall prey to this me. For once, i wanna look at miself in the mirror and say, 'Thevan, u did good, u sure did! U THA MAN!". It's a luxury i've yet to experience in this phase of mi life. I feel like.. actually, i know i've failed so many, either directly or indirectly. I can only say, i'm sorry. I'm sorry i let u all down.

Home is just 8 days away now. The excitement of goin home is slowly flakin, and am beginin to have doubts on whether i shud go home. The option on the other hand is to stay here, in this shythole and work mi blu arse off in a farm(end-yr gig). A gig that pays well, or so i've been told, close to 3.5k AUD in 6 weeks. 6 weeks of mental and physical torture. Would i be man enough to throw away my flight ticket and heed to this 'oppurtunity' or will i just chicken out, like how i've always done. I've got less than a week to find out.


~For now, Thanny jugak.



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Monday, November 19, 2007

First Kiss - An Experiment Gone Awry

To do's/know's; before u continue reading;

1. READ BEFORE CONTINUIN' <---- CLICK N READ 2. I am NOT gay. 3. I am NOT bi. 4. I am NOT the slightest inclined to the same sex. Sexually. 5. NO, NOT in D E N I A L, NOT gay! 6. This post is up here cos i still think wat happened was way cool! Disgusting, but cool! 7. And FUNNY! or disgust *dependin on the angles u approach with. 8. I am NOT homophobic. Really. Read 1.

Okie, *sighs* Continue only if u've acknowledged all 8's above.

So here it is, the tale of mi first kiss. Twas a nice evenin, put aside the fact we were all stressed out fer xams, oh, come to think about it, maybe the nights occurrence were a lil influenced by the stress. LOL. Ye, so it happend in the Inti Subang concourse and the video below is actually a take-2 with a very, VERY sick twist.

We were takin a break from studies, talkin bout random stuffs n sumhow ventured into the topic of
1st kiss, and, how it's be sad if one were to suddenly pass on without having xperienced a 1st kiss. LOL, and, ye, mi bigmouth let slip that i have not xperiencd a 1st kiss and, that, silenced the crowd fer abit. When silence passed, the talk continued, centerd upon me.

I was obviously uneasy and feelin very much uncomfortable at this point and one thing led to another, and i dont remember how but Jay sumhow insinuated they do me a favor by lettin me xperince the thrills of
1st kiss. Like WTF la weyy, a man-man kiss, or shall i say a 'gay kiss'!. Fck! totally not how i've imagined to be de-virginised of my 1st kiss! But the crowd were too overwhelmed with the idea to actually deny me of it, plus, Khoo, being as crazy as he always has been, cudnt wait to get a piece of me all fer the sake of gettin blanja'd a meal @ Asia Cafe.

It took em a while to get me agreein to this, but like i said, the crowd were not in mi favor, and i eventually agreed, ONLY IF there were no tongue involved. It happend. There, right there i lost mi
first kiss to a crazy fck and just wen i thot the nightmare ended, they decided twas not enuff it ended like dat. Jay and the rest wants it documented. For fck sake, so there, TAKE-2(the video).

Since the 1st was just a mere peck, i easily agreed to the second, but Khoo got hi on adrenaline, with the crowd cheerin on n wat not, decides to take it to the ultimate and stick his tongue into mi mouth.

FCKKK ewww. Ye. Tottaly eww. Blek'd.

Much later that night, i recapped on the events that occurred earlier. And I justified to myself that what happened was perhaps not too bad after all, twas an experiment, eh? Ye, sure was!


Many may think that what I did was unacceptable, but I don't! I'm not in the least ashamed of what happened (obviously). On the contrary, I'm actually proud that I had the guts to actualize something, well, as CRAZY as this.
I'm gonna use this as the perfect opportunity to thank The BC's,
Jay and the rest of the posse for the best of times i've had over in Subang! LOL. And the DotA times were AWESOMENESSSSS too.


So here u go the VIDEO; Be warnd that this video is not fer the faint-hearted. Those with sensitive gag reflexes, get yur gag-bag ready!

There. Go ahead and be disgusted!

yess, there's a reason why the dimensions were reduced :)



*1st kiss count - 7


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Keep It Real

Sometimes, no, most times, its best to confront and get both sides of the story rather than stickin to the one u wanna believe in. If u really wanna know the content, ask and u shall receive.

With that said, i excuse myself from this mess i got into, if i may.


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Saturday, November 17, 2007

Gossip Girl - TV

Gossip Girl. Ye!, its as gay as it sounds, but hey, if you are stuck in a shythole, lol, i guess anything goes eh. Seriously.

This show is spposedly inspired by a book. Or shud i say a series of books? Like wtf la weyy, this is like those books, forgot what its called, i think VSU or Summervale-dale or sumshyt like dat(the ones an 'assuntarian' 15yr ol school girl in the mid 90's will spot as an accessory - no offense to those who did) makin it big in the TV industry. LOL. I'm zippin my gap hereof. Sensing a nasty feedback fr a fren on this. Seriously, i meant no offence!

It has a lil of The OC, Tree Hill thing goin on. Ye, seriously, how does one sit thru OC ?! Okie, okie, *takes a hard sip of whisky, Grant stylez* wat made this show a tad more appealin to me, were, the lil hints of Californication(A highly recommended watch), as well as the cast, the female ones BABES in precise. Definitely lotsa 'HottieAlert' moment.

Allow me to sum it up in a nutshell; Gossip Girl. is very much cliched with the one too many tv shows on tv,(along the lines of OC that is) i'd reckon you cud afford to pass. Really, if u gonna be askin me if its a recommended watch? I'd say, Hell NOo! unless of course, if you haf absolutely ran out of options! On a sec thot, maybe dun take my word fer it, try watchin an episode, or two, see if u might like it.

*downloaded Chuck(tv show) till ep8. will be watchin it in abit, after my brekky maybe. LOL sighs, I MISS the brekky NASI LEMAK, the ol skool ones that comes with less than a quarter telur rebus and wrapped in banana leave and brown paper! Sighs, lol, how i remember, i'd never fail to go "iyoo makcikk, tambah lagi la makcik!".


fckdp fri mood

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Friday, November 16, 2007

Exam Fever

4 xamz = 2 allnighter + 1 dwn the drain + 1 nxt week = 3 unpleasing results + 1 err

Instead of deciding that the last one goes err, i shud start buckin up tommz onw, shudn't i?

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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Get Up Dammit!

I fell. And before i got up, there's this huge boulder placed over me when i was still layin on the ground. Its way too heavy. A lil too much fer this measly being. I know, i know, i shud haf gotten up earlier. Sighs. Shud've been quik to get back up on mi feet to avoid times like these, sighs, like i said, too mucha a weakling i am, and ye, it is mi all i haf to blame.

Only time can tell if i'd sum up enuff to embrace it, or, if it will just flatten me, and the sick thing is, i'm actually enticed by the idea of being squished under a massive rock. Can u say masochism? Freakish eh? LOL. Speakin of masochism, err... wait, lets leave it at this fer now. I'll post up an entry on it in due time.

Gotta go hit the books now, exams in 14 hrs time, and i've only done the 'flickin thru the pages' stage. Sighs. AAARRrrrGggggGGGGHHHhhhhHHHhh. Imma damned.


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Sunday, November 11, 2007

Rally For A Change, In Malaysia

Malaysia made the international news, for all the wrong reasons. Oh, and Moon just blurted out that it din make it to the local news. Sighs. Watch On!






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Friday, November 9, 2007

Cas Haley - AWESOMENESS!

Ye, its a blardie Friday again. Fckin hate it! Sighs. I shall whine no more.

C'mon now, lets watch the man, Cas Haley do his thang. Simply awesomenss. The u-tube clips below, are snippets from yet another reality talent 'searchin/findin' show named America's Got Talent - AGT (a spinnoff from BGT, i reckon) and Cas here, came in second, after another awesome talent, Terry Fator, a ventriloquist. LOL. I know, i know, right about now u must be goin, like WAT THE FcK! LOL. Can't blame u there, but u oughta check him out too, also awesomeness!

All in all, twas an okie show i sppose, but there was this one lil thing that botherd me tho; its the fact that David Hasslehoof is amongst one of the judges, and a regular at that! Sighs. Maybe its just me. Actually, NO! I dont get it, y him? errr.. well, neways, good on him.


~ Walkin On The Moon

Diggin it? Here's mo.

~ Higher And Higher
~Red, Red, Wine Ft. UB40
~ Sir. Duke
~ Easy(Sunday Mornin)
~ Can't Help Fallin In Love




*roll it up, light it up, smoke it up*

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Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Deepavali Nal Vazthukkal

In the spirit of Deepavali, i present to u 2 of the many Petronas ads that will surely stand the test of time. Well, i never get tired of watchin it! ova n ova again!

Haihs, wud love to write more, but i'm emotionally drained atm. Lets just haf a watch of these ads and reminisce of the good ol M'sian times shall we. I know i will.



*The latter of the 2 clips above is based on a real incident, lol, seriously, i am not kiddin u! Remember readin the papers about it. If i'm not mistaken, sumwhere in PJ near La Salle High School, err.. or was it Samad High School? I am not sure, do correct me if i got it wrong.

Before i take my leave, i'd like to wish u all A Very Happy Deepavali!
Anaivarukkum En Iniya Deepavali Nal Vazthukkal!



~treated miself to more clips, emo-ing dy now :'(





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Friday, November 2, 2007

Change - Attempt 1

Well, yea its another fckin fckin Friday. YES, i do have issues with Fridays. Many view Fridays as the propitious day of the week, heck i used to too, but ppl change eh!

Change.

How does one change actually? Come. Come and ponder along with me abt this 'change' fer a bit. Exactly what drives this 'change'? Are we changin in order to adopt to the surroundings? times? ppl? Sighs. There's jus too many variables and possibilities(lets spare the thots of 3021 fer a while shall we) thats contributional to this matter. "Change is so pervasive in our lives that it almost defeats description and analysis." Won't u agree?

~Blek'd~

When i began writin this write i was most ascertained that this wud prolly be my best, or rather, most intelligent of entries, but boy oh boy was i wrong. Like always, especially on Fridays, i stupefy miself alot as i drift further into mi write. I tend to get err.. Patrickified(thats the pink starfish on SpongeBobSqrPants). Ye, it's intensified by an approx 5% with every hour countin. Haha. Ye, i was tryin to be intelligently funny there, lame eh. Ye. I rest my case. BLEK.

I'll haf to xcuse myself now, for almost 6hrs has elapsed since i began this write and i lost the impetus. LoL. NO. It doesnt take me 6 hrs to put together a post. I had 2 frens who were in need of company that i needed to attend to, plus a Christmas dinner. Also was tryin to multitask, and if it wasnt obvious enuff, ye, like many of mi fellow martians,i am not built to comprehend such competency. BLEK.

To do:
The next time u r in a shower, or taking a dump, ponder, dig deeper, on how much u think have u changed over the past coupla yrs, or months, or weeks or days, OR even as the second passes by? Watever triggerd these changes? Were the changes fer the better, or was it fer the worse?
Sighs. On a second thot, maybe u shud pass. Why dwell on sumthing u can't change? errr.. did i just come up with an irony there? LoL. Sighs. Fckin screwd up la miself. Better run now, but not before i leave u with a song recommended by the ever lovely Sharanya.
A haf to listen song! U'll love it, i reckon!




DAMIEN RICE - "Rootless Tree"

What I want from you is empty your head They say be true, don't stay in your bed We do what we need, to be free And it leans on me like a rootless tree

What I want from us is empty our minds We fake the thoughts, and fracture the times We go blind when we've needed to see And this leans on me, like a rootless...

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you And all we've been through I said leave it, leave it, leave it There's nothing in you And did you hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me so good That you just let me out, let me out, let me out Of this hell when you're around Let me out, let me out, let me out Hell when you're aroundLet me out, let me out, let me out

What I want from this Is learn to let go. No not of you Of all that's been told Killers re-invent and believe And this leans on me, like a rootless...

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you And all we've been through I said leave it, leave it, leave it There's nothing in you And did you hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me so good That you just let me out, let me out, let me out Of this hell when you're around Let me out, let me out, let me out Of this hell when you're around Let me out, let me out, let me out Hell when you're around Let me out, let me out, let me out Hell when you're around Let me out, let me out, let me out, let me out Let me out, let me out, let me out, let me out Let me out, let me out, let me out

Fuck you, fuck you, love you And all we've been through I said leave it, leave it, leave it It's nothing in you And did you hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me so good That you just let me out, let me out, let me out, let me out Let me out, let me out, let me out, let me out Let me out, let me out, let me out, let me out Let me out, let me out, let me out Let me out, let me out, let me out Hell when you're around Let me out, let me out, let me out Hell when you're around Let me out, let me out, let me out Hell when you're around.



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Flabbergasted

Yet another occurrence that strengthens my mom's case(her insistin on me stayin in this shythole).

Below are links to blogs that had coverd this issue;
What Kavilan had to say.
What Lulu had to say.
What Tony Pua had to say.
What Mahen had to say.
What Augustine Mofie had to say. (This blog here has a video encrypted in it. Watch On)

If things go the way it is now, we might just see a new government. Good thing. No?


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Thursday, November 1, 2007

The Power Of Myth

Ye, it has been 7 yrs since i last picked up a book to read (if memory serves me correctly, i think twas a David Baddaci book, forgot the title tho) 7 YEARS! Sad innit!
LoL. Haha.. took me a while till i noticed eh. Sighs.

Neways, i wanna start reading again. The very nxt book i'm gonna get miself, The Power Of Myth, greatly recommended by a friend. If u happen to haf a copy, lemme know kay. :)

Fck dota, YEAH!

*Just For Laffs: Click here fer a man's answer to every question a women ever asks.


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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Memory

The watch reads 4am now, and ye, i'm desperately tryin to fixate myself to the idea of studyin fer a quiz i have tomm, at 9am. I've got it all set, made a playlist to accompany me while i study; filled my stomach up with a serving of indomie and chips; got my rollies all rolled ready to be smoked up; got my books and notes and all that jargon shyt out and laid it in front of me. It seems like i've got it all ready to go, sighs, but the fact is, i'm still missing sumthin, the drive, the motivation, the ARggghHhhHRGggggHhEERGGHHHHHh!! Watever happend to mi fckin ol'self! Sighs. I cant even do the last minute thingy like how i used to. Sighs. Okie, okies, better get back to the the books and try harder eh!

Neways, this post was inspired by a song i came across while doin up my playlist. Thot i'd share it on this post fer all to listen. Ye. All i have is left is memory and until sum awesome fckshyt comes up with a device to allow me to transport miself back thru time, i shall be strapped tight to this time. The present.
LoL. Ken, was it Winston Churchill who said its calld present becos its a present? LoL. May i just beg to differ? :p


I wanna get back to the time wen i was a 'real' student la. Sighs, the memories of me being a a good student is all i have. I don't think its possible to be the student i once was anymore. The age is gettin the best out of me! Fck gettin old! Fck being a student. Fck screwin up. All in all fck everything la!


SugarCult-Memory
(an excerpt);
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
Can I be your memory?



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Sunday, October 28, 2007

Forever Is Overated. Or is it?

A minute ago i was watchin a choc ad(Fling) that said Forever Is Overrated and i simply couldn't agree more; The next minute i'm watchin this video and i am contradicting miself. Sighs. I started askin miself lotsa a senseless questions, knowing i'll be ensnared in an emotional dilemma that will prolly ruin the rest of my day.. or watever thats left of it. Sighs.

The afore mentiond video. Nice one. Watch on!



This tendency of gettin over-analytical that leads to self inflicted depression; its a disease. And i'm at that critical stage. It's only time until it consumes the rest of me.

*Just in case I lose miself later today(metaphorically of course), i wish the the rest of u guys out there the brobdingnagian of luck to face this ever-fckdup world. U'll definitely need it!


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Friday, October 26, 2007

Espresso's Makes Me Go Crazy!

Ah! It's a fckin friday...AGAIN, and i haven't got a wink of sleep, PLUS i'm fckin all high on espressos. There's just somethin bout coffee dat makes me go all fckdup! Crazy Shyt!!

I'm feeling pretty much invincible right now, like... i can ftw! or anything that comes in the way of me doin so, yet, i feel like i'm tied dwn to sumthing. Hmm.. allow me to use an analogy to precisely describe wat i'm feeling right now; okie, get this, it's like a imma fckin bulldog on the leash out to get the poor lo-life postman. Ye! Xactly like dat!
Neways, it's euphoric man!!!

Be fckfacin my tutorial assignments in a bit, and i'm not quite sure if i cud make it to the class in time. I dont wanna go!!!!
i wanna just wank and fckin bum ard all day man!

Fckfce all outta fckdluck.. or, is he just fckin it all up fer himself?

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Monday, October 22, 2007

@ The Crossroads-Malaysia

The reason mom insists on me stayin out here in this shythole. Watch On!
Listen carefully to wat the imam had to say about tis matter.(16min29s)
Click Here To Watch
*the embed has been disabled by request. Hmmm..

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Friday, October 19, 2007

Indian Macha Or Modern Man?

It's here again. Friday night. How i effin dread them! Sighs. Benci!

I was channel surfing earlier(deyy, i really din choose to watch it la!), and i stumbled upon this show, The Maury Show, on Arena. For those who has not heard of it, its along the lines of The Jerry Springer Show. It deals with issues that may be hard for many to comprehend. To find out more about The Maury Show, click here.

Ye, gettin back to what i watched earlier, today's topic on Maury's was about transgenders. In Malaysia, the idea of men turnin women isn't all really alien. I've, grown accustomed to that sight and i believe i speak for many fellow Malaysians when i say that. Lol, I remember how me and mi frens(when we very much younger) use to sneak out the car late at night to check them out, making our way to Chow Kit Rd., if not the only, the most common area associated with with the subject in KL.

Gay-ism. Lesbian-ism. Bisexual-ism. Being a typical malaysian indian, these stuffs or rather, the sexual choices are very much unheard of and it takes alot to actually understand. I eventually grasped those ideas, it took me a while tho, BUT what i watched on Maury today was a whole new book! How many can say, they've came across girls who has grownd to be a man? I'm NOT talkin bout girls goin tomboy-ish or even cross dressin. The real deal, hormone replacements, facial hair growth, boobs surgically removed, and wat not!
They were assigned to be women at birth, but sumwhere along the way, they've come to a realisation that they are more of a man than woman, so they made the change. How la this one? *scratches head* What do u haf to say to this?


OKIE, OKIE ,so now there's one more new 'hard to chew on' idea this m'sian indian macha has to learn to come in terms with, all in order to become the 'modern man'.


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Thursday, October 18, 2007

Sabrina says "I am a Ninja!". 7:48pm
Vickna Thiagarajah at 7:50pm October 29
but your not a flying monkey samurai!
Sabrina Anne Jacob at 7:52pm October 29
No that would be you! Not a samurai though. In fact i doubt you could even fly. Just a monkey then.

Haiiiiyyyyaaaahhhhh!
Vickna Thiagarajah at 7:54pm October 29
do not doubt the powers of the flying monkey samurai!!
we strike with deadly accuracy!!

*poke*
Sabrina Anne Jacob at 8:01pm October 29
Dude you would need a catapult to help you fly la!

And i tell your girlfriend you *poke* me.

*Lands flying kick on monkey-boys arse*
Kavilan Nakaswaram at 8:04pm October 29
Ninjas-R-Us is having a sale on shurikens and black coveralls..... bring your Ninja Card for extra 10% discount....
Vickna Thiagarajah at 8:04pm October 29
flying monkey samurai dodges ninja kick!
flying monkey samurai hits sabrina the samurai with 5 hit combo!
*sabrina the samurai faints*

*faintedz*
Sabrina Anne Jacob at 8:05pm October 29
I will just slay the buggers with my samurai sword and take whatever i want!

Oh and i wear a hooded cape like the Nazgul!
Sabrina Anne Jacob at 8:07pm October 29
I bite you monkeybuttboy! I am not of the fainting persuasion!

*Emits earth-shattering belch which throws monkeybuttboy of his feet and lands him smack on his arse!*
Vickna Thiagarajah at 8:07pm October 29
it is a proven fact that a samurai sword - it's called a katana by the way - is no fight for flying monkey ninja's shurikens and magic whip-tail!
Vickna Thiagarajah at 8:08pm October 29
flying monkey ninja.... fuck this it's getting lame even for my drunk arse..
cheers saby!
Kavilan Nakaswaram at 8:10pm October 29
vickna's drunk? wat's ur excuse saby?
Sabrina Anne Jacob at 8:17pm October 29
I am a Ninja!
Kavilan Nakaswaram at 8:22pm October 29
I have crazy friends....
Sabrina Anne Jacob at 8:24pm October 29
"Crazy" is a matter of perception :p
Prakash Bisuvalinggam at 10:42pm October 29
Nah...you are a Clinja!!! (Clown + Ninja)
Jacinta Albert at 10:42pm October 29
Jedi Master Jacinta uses Jedi mind trick to restore sanity to the 'perceived crazies'. But fails. Flying monkey ninja's and monkeybuttboys have no minds to influence...
Jacinta Albert at 10:43pm October 29
yes, i know its tak kena mengena
Sabrina Anne Jacob at 10:52pm October 29
Yes i agree with Punk...Vick you are a Clinja :p

And seeing as to how the Flying Monkey and Monkeybuttboy are one and the same person i.e. Vickna Thiagarajah, i totally agree with you that there doesn't seem to be the presence of a mind :)
Sabrina Anne Jacob at 10:54pm October 29
The Goddess Ninja (that would be me) by the way realizes that she was supposed to have called yesterday but she is currently on a mission in the deep jungles of Japan (yes it exists!). Also she has no credit on her phone. She will call you once she gets back from the mission (or reloads her phone).
I will also not pick up your call cos you are ... Read Morealways calling and spending your money. Use it to buy sex toys!
Jacinta Albert at 10:57pm October 29
Jedi Master Ninja laughs at Swimsuit Ninja! It is the Princess that compels you to the dark side, I will defeat him yet! Realise your folly SN, I have no need for toys, I use the real thing!
Sabrina Anne Jacob at 10:59pm October 29
Goddess Ninja is now on a new mission to trave to America and make Warrick Brown her sex slave. Can't get any more real or 'bigger' than that :p
Kavilan Nakaswaram at 11:42pm October 29
you can now compile all this crap and write a book entitled "The Adventures of The Clinja"...
next year, you can ask Warner Bros. to produce the movie adaptation... and Warrick Brown's not gonna be in it....
Prakash Bisuvalinggam at 12:53am October 30
:P
Sabrina Anne Jacob at 12:58am October 30
Somehow Clinja sounds very erotic! Like a combination of Clit and Ninja! LOL!
Prakash Bisuvalinggam at 1:02am October 30
i know!!! i know!!! :P
Sabrina Anne Jacob at 1:03am October 30
:p
Prem Das at 11:23am October 30
id think those red, bulbous size 16 shoes under ur ninja suit wud be a dead giveaway of your barnum & bailey lineage.
Sabrina Anne Jacob at 11:30am October 30
I bite you!!!!

Haiyayyyyyahhhhhh!!!!!

*Launches herself on ratty Princess and sinks teeth into his fragile, pink arm!*
Thevan Thiyagan at 10:20pm October 30
i dont need a tv anymo. this will do better. more more! i wann more!

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Light At The End Of The Tunnel?










I've walked long and far. I'm tired. Please, tell me! Where is this bright white light i'm supposed to walk unto?


Nights in this shythole are pretty much depressin and for some reason tonight is seemingly a tad more melancholic, BUT, thanks to a quik chat with a friend whom i've unwillingly distanced from fer a while ago, i'm gonna be hitting the sack with smiles on mi face. :)
Just before that, i've allowed miself to travel back to the time when i was in my mid-teens, recalling how she has this ability to gracefully grasp complaints and rants thrown at her, rolls them out into nice balls of joy, and hits it right back at the giving end. Lol, picture that! Xcuse me, for i just finished watchin an episode of Heroes, and lol, hope that explains the panache.

Man, i've got to hand it to her. She was indeed one hecka company!, and to think i was made to 'conveniently' dis-affilliate fr her and a coupla other cool female acquaintances, sighs, such a shame. i'm real sorry that it had to happen or rather, allowed it to happen. Blinded i was. Blek.

Okie okie, i'm done here. Just felt like i needed to get this out in the open, so ye! Am glad i did!



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Saturday, October 13, 2007

Bluffin My Blu Arse Away

Ye, guess the hiatus ain't gonna happen anytime soon eh. It prolly won't, until i take the flight home; and that'll be in;
45 days and counting.
AAahhhh... fckin love the idea of goin home, but to know i'll never get to Deepavali with my family this year ard too, sighs, simply saddening. I've missed 3 Deepavali's already. Ye, sure they save the murukku's and that sweet ball thingy and all that.. but.. its not the same la.. sighs. Oooh, oooh, usually be @ granma's place for Deep's, missing the oil bath early in the Deepavali morn, racing with 20 other cousins fer the bath, prayers, ohhh ohhh; Get this, we literally pick out a goat and some chickens fr the bckyrd, love the pickin out sessions but hate the butchery later on tho. LOL, I'll always find some good xcuse to avoid fr being in the kitchen when they do that..iyaa... miss home dy la. i WANNA GO HOME !!!

Damn. I'm addicted to Scrabolous on FaceBook. Here I am in the wee hrs of the morn, refreshin my board every 1 min to see if its my turn. But no. No one is online... i'm left alone, succumbin to this fckd up feeling, and the the tinkers, yet again go, "Ye, of course they're not!, unlike u, they fckin have a life! so move on already btcharse!". Blek.

Also been reading up on random peoples blog. Its sumthing i'm doin quite alot nowadays. It can be so 'much fun'(if u are stuck in a shythole that is) and educative i tell you.
Came across a few blogs that was 'bookmarks' worthy and i thot i'd share a couple or mo of ones that made my 'bookmark'. so here u go;
Post Secret (watch the u-tube trailer, awesomeness)
The Blogger Mom
Kav's Kollage


Special Report
The World's Billionaires
03.08.07, 6:00 PM ET

Region is


Rank Name Citizenship Age Net Worth ($bil) Residence
9 Li Ka-shing Hong Kong 78 23.0 Hong Kong
14 Mukesh Ambani India 49 20.1 India
18 Anil Ambani India 47 18.2 India
21 Azim Premji India 61 17.1 India
22 Lee Shau Kee Hong Kong 79 17.0 Hong Kong
31 Raymond, Thomas & Walter Kwok Hong Kong NA 15.0 Hong Kong
62 Kushal Pal Singh India 75 10.0 India
69 Sunil Mittal & family India 49 9.5 India
86 Kumar Birla India 39 8.0 India
86 Shashi & Ravi Ruia India NA 8.0 India
104 Stanley Ho Hong Kong 85 7.0 Hong Kong
104 Tsai Hong-tu & family Taiwan 54 7.0 Taiwan
104 Robert Kuok Malaysia 83 7.0 Hong Kong
113 Cheng Yu-tung Hong Kong 81 6.5 Hong Kong
114 Ramesh Chandra India 67 6.4 India
118 Ng Teng Fong Singapore 78 6.1 Singapore
119 Ananda Krishnan Malaysia 68 6.0 Malaysia
129 Masayoshi Son Japan 49 5.8 Japan
132 Akira Mori & family Japan 69 5.7 Japan
137 Pallonji Mistry India 77 5.6 India
142 Terry Gou Taiwan 56 5.5 Taiwan
142 James Packer Australia 39 5.5 Australia
152 Michael Kadoorie & family Hong Kong 66 5.3 Hong Kong
157 YC Wang & family Taiwan 90 5.1 Taiwan
167 Nobutada Saji & family Japan 61 4.7 Japan



nota bene:

hmmm.. ye, i am fully aware that mi blog posts comes off a lil malformed. In case u haven't it's bcos i lack the continuity in my posts, ye, never had the flair in writing, plus, i never finish a post in one sitting :p, the occasional ciggy breaks, the idiot box, the smart box and what not.



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Thursday, October 11, 2007

'SWOT' It Out

Can anyone prove this inequality right?
The sum of “1+1+1” can be GREATER than 3!

Ye, it's that time of the semester, yet again, when i go around wtf'ing and making lame xcuses to convince miself that I'm still on the edge of the abyss, that there i still hope if i can pull miself together. It is NOT to late to my dear friend. It never is.

Just less than a month to finals now. There shall be no more u-tube, red tube, facebook, and blogspt yeh.. taking the time off from spilling my crap.

Catchas guys laters alligators,

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Saturday, October 6, 2007

Wats Up With Chiquitas Nowadays?

Alemak.. knapa nie? Apasal mau gaduh?
lmbao. Man, u gotta love the words 'apa hal'-translation-watcha prob, massively used in Malaysia when we haf fights(gangsta style), predominantly in a multiracial fight! if u listen carefully u shud hear them both throwin those words at each others faces...
I'm impressd, the fact that there were more fists than words, hell yeh, excellent show. Atta gurls.
Twas downright gangsta shyt!
haha. and ye, did u notice the nerdy guy that made an attempt to break the fight... lmbao, what in the beez geez was he thinkin..haha ..i can't fckin stop laffin at that sight.. haahaa.. poor dude.
hahaha..hahahaha...ahahah... all weekend long... haiihzz..



*lmbao- laffin mi blu arse off

p/s; ken, i shud disclaim, shudnt i?

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