aah, finally got my flight tickets yesterday. man, am i glad i finally got that transaction made... but the weird thing was, the whole ordeal was not as enticing as i thot it'd be. i'm kinda confused. shud i be really goin home wen i could spend a few months stayin over to earn sum good cash here? or.. shud i just go home to expect sumthing remotely possible off a certain sumone? sigh.. no matter how much i try n bluff miself, the truth is, i am goin home with the hopes to re-kindle a lost forgotten feeling. in denial can u say?
i really shudnt be hopin fer that, cos there's a rather high possibilty of it lookin back at me straight in the eye and givin me a real hard slap of the harsh reality. sigh..watever will be, will be. errgh...arrrghh..eerrghh..geram la. fck tis shyt ..heed yur friends advice theva, for they haf been in the same crap as u, one too many times already...learn from their mistakes, or rather, experiences theva ...learn.
sigh.. gettin back to the the idea of goin home for the summer hols, man i cannot wait to get home and fckin gluttonize on all the fabulous msian food. 1st on the list would be a coupla dishes of dad's home cooking, and once i'm done with that, u better watchout nasi lemak! i've got all eyes on u... i'm gonna fckin compliment u with telur fckin mata kerbau, n den kasi nasi fckin tambah plus ayam fckin goreng and fckin banjir it with sambal. iyoo...hungry dy la. Ah Kian ...Chun Fei...wen can i come yur house makan busak again ??? :)
its a killing wait, 93 days to be precise. thats anotha 14 sundays, 14 mondays, an average of 14 days of days of the week... its 0nly 14 wat..not really that long rite? rite? sumone, convincingly assure me that its not gonna be a long wait. :
sigh..
ooh look at the time now, its time fer william grant's family reserve session, and HEY, in a coupla minutes, one sunday down, 13 more left....
Midnight Oil. Click here to read tis awesome piece.Excerpt :
"I just stay up late
And procrastinate
Outpaced by the pace of my uncertain fate
I won’t take much longer but I’ll be worth the wait
‘Cause I’m burnin’ the Midnight Oil"
off i go now,
wankalicioustev
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