aarrrghh...y are the thots of her still not out of my head yet ?!
i spent too much time reminiscing on all the good times we had together.. and the bad, the courtship period, the accidental darling's, escapades .. the list goes on.
i know i shoudnt be doin this, but its just so damn hard, i'm in dire need to vent out this ugly feeling. it's easy for some to bottle up their feelings and act as if nuthing happend, its not fer me; i'm much more of a clamorous being, i need to channel my frus sumwhere, and with opting to use this blog to do just dat, i'll spare u, my frens, i'll spare u of my whines and whimpers.
just last weekend, i packd every thing i had that reminded me of her, into a gift box..lol..ye..a gift box. its wasnt an easy thing to do especially if u happen to be one of those guys who's extremely sentimental(yeh, me veli the sentimental one), holding on to every significant/insignificant(once again, this is a very subjective matter) little details of physical memory. sighh..i assumed, by doin all that, mi mind will be spared of this depressin feelings..sigh..how wrong can i get !
i miss her la...i miss her so so much. sigh..i miss long escapading with that gorgeous lookin thang, miss the way she rolls her eyes... the puppy dog eyes, she calls it; i miss doin lotsa things, most of it is best not mentiond.
ooh ooh.. and she has the sexiest looking butt la, the BEST..serious..the way it yields when she walks. aaaaarrrrrghhhhhhhh...arrrghhhhhhhh !!!! is it really possible to forget? if so, do they haf ..like an easier way to deal with these phase just before u forget... like a painkiller or sum shyt like dat?
aarghhh, i am damned.
guess thats just the way the cookie crumbles ey?
off to class now, with the thots of her still in mi head, maybe a quik chug of the william grant's family reserve might help.. :p
tt.
11 comments:
and that's the way the cookies crumbles! - Bruce Almighty?
If she means so much to you, is there a way to get her back? Maybe you didn't try hard enough? Or if you did, maybe it's time to move on?
With every end comes a new beginning!
lol..ye..that was bruce's signin off quote ey..lol.
If u did try hard to stay her, but she still wanna leave... just let her goes... when she choose the path n she really mean it... >"<
It's easy to fall in love but it's hard to maintain the love... i hate to admit this...
However... start with a new life, with a new u... ^^
sigh..i dunno la jia wen ..its hard.. to start anew that is..sigh.. time will tell la jia wen ...time will tell.
yeah... time will tell... don b too sad... take it easy...
Hey buddy, follow ur instinct....
thx guys !
tt.
thevan,let it go....no point loving someone who doesn't love or even appreciate your love.If she does appreciate,she could have felt your passsion and love and would not want to lose it!Its difficult to follow advise,but you gotta start looking ahead,leaving your tormented past behind,buddy...I totally understand what you are going thro, its a killer feeling,but you can survive through...take care,buddy!
aahh..dev..i am ever tryin ..
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