Sigh..i wish.

If i were to be home, back in malaysia;

1100am - Bangun Pagi. Gosok Gigi.
1130am - Grab the best seat and the remote before any of my brother does.
1230am - Walk around the kitchen. Help dad with chopping veggies.
1232am - Refill Rajah's makan cup. Rajah's a Golden Mynah that can only say "have u gone to the loo yet?" in tamil.
1235am - Check on what's for lunch.
1236am - Back to TV.
130 pm - LUNCH TIME !!!!
200 pm - TV.
530 pm - Footsie @ tennis court.
730 pm - Mandi.
830 pm - TV while makin calls to fellow dota warriors.
900 pm - Pick up fellow dota warrior.
930 pm - Mamak.
1000pm - Cybertime for DotA.
100am - Mamak ~ Nasi lemak, nasi tambah, telur mata kerbau, ayam goreng.
200am - Back home and watch TV.
300am - Hit the bed.

Now..aint that a life !!!


excerpted from REGINA SPEKTOR's "Fidelity"

I never loved nobody fully
Always one foot on the ground
And by protecting my heart truly
I got lost in the sounds
I hear in my mind
All these voices
I hear in my mind all these words
I hear in my mind all this music
And it breaks my heart
And suppose I never met you
Suppose we never fell in love
Suppose I never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft
Suppose I never ever saw you
Suppose we never ever called
Suppose I kept on singing love songs just to break my own fall
Just to break my fall
Break my fall
All my friends say that of course its gonna get better
Gonna get better
I hear in my mind all of these voices
I hear in my mind all of these words
I hear in my mind all of this music
Breaks myHeart