It Has Come To This

I started this blog, as a mean to channel my frustration . Yes, I admit. Embarrassingly it was one of those attention seeking blog that starts out from the whole, fallin out of 'love' phase. Heck, I know its sad.

but

I'd like to think that it has sumwhat served/serving its purpose which ultimately is to not forget, but move on. And over the course of writing these pathetic posts i've come to realise i dont want this place to be a glommy one. I want it to be a happy one. A place to share some good music, some laughs and u know, stuffs like that. Catch mi drift dontcha?

but

Sadly, i am miserably failing at evolving this place to a happy one. As of lately, things have become much harder. Put aside the non existing social life. Being away from home, the serious procrastination, the inability to focus. Getting old like this is seriously doin much harm to the insides of my head like how suicide doesnt seem like a bad idea at all. Rest assured tho, for it will remain as just a thought and this dude hasnt the guts to pull of sumthing like that. That may very well be the reason i am lookin foward to 2012.

fck

I'm doin it again. I inadvertently fall into this depressive state, and it'd only gets worse as i progress, and for that reason i shall stop now.

U'd say, Great, another jiwang post.
I'd say(with a frown), Yes la. I'm full aware that its SAD.

but,

this, c'mon now.






tt.

Emptyin The Mind

tt.

Needa Fixing

Quote of the Day
All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on -Havelock Ellis


Letting go. I never knew how.

Holdin on. That i do nicely.

What if i stopped holding on? Would that mean i'm letting go?


Ah, here is a better thought.


How about i hand u a loaded gun.


Would u hunt her down and get her to sleep with me?


p/s: fire a warning shot if absolutely necessary.




tt.

Avial

Who ruffles feathers and gets excited when the dark clouds gather rain?
nadanadanadanadanadanadanadanadanaa

fuh-i'm hookd.

These indians are ROCKIN'!





tt.

Goin To California

Cover



tt.

Emotional Explosion

No, not that kind, a different kind.

I had one last night. Twas bound to happen tho. Red button pushed. Ka-boom.

It sucks cos it took much effort withholding it from happening and it din help that i am goin thru the shittiest of times...

fck that.

DotA.


tt.

Are You Alrite

Are u?


Lucinda Williams - Are You Alright

tt.

It's A No Wonder

U'd ask, dude! aint this a tad queer!!
I'd say, only fer em WonderGirls. Wooohoooo!

It all startd wen AZAIG posted a parody bit, off the original music vid(the above vid). Yeh, the parody was hillarious, but wat got me hooked was the showcase of em dance moves. It may as well be right to say, i have watched almost all possible versions of that music vid on utube and still cant get enuff. Also, i have danced to it(in a satirical manner of course).

I know its disturbing, but fck, these girls are addictive.

To prove my point;



Aaahh, am off to watch more of vids of 'Wondergirls - Nobody' again.

U'd go, Thevan, u so crossed over to the queerside!
I'd go, ..... ssshhh! now, hand me a tissue.



tt.

The Grass Always Grows Greener

over at Kinrara, Puchong.

Its just being here, the distortion of what u remember it bein like back home and then there is no lah-ing at every end of a sentence. No ramly burgers. No nasi lemak that actually tastes like nasi lemak.
Dang, layaning jiwang is becomin very much of a norm these days. I succumb to this mood most noticably when mi playlist hits Michael Buble's Home, almost instantly i fall into this rather dark gloomy state. Most times, with the homesickness, the ugly memories of the past comes creepin in. Just like zombies on yur lawn, they just keep comin and they'll fckin feast on yur brain.
Sigh.

U'd go, ...
I'd say, imma needa my fixah. I needa.


tt.

An Awesome Gesture

Thank you so very much.

tt

Snigger Away

Very, very sleek. Very!

John Carpenter the man.

I highly recommend watchin the run to win that mil(if u haven't already). Twas executed with so much ease that it seemd effortless. Sure the questions may have seemd easy, but to be in the hotseat, and be that cool?!

Here, enjoy.


back to work now,


tt.

Signs

I get up in the evening and i ain't got nothing to say. I come home in the morning, i go to bed feeling the same way. I ain't nothing but tired. Man I'm just tired and bored with myself.
Hey there baby, i could use just a little help. - Dancin In The Dark, Bruce Springsteen

And the help arrives(fer this 'Jason' fella that is).

Here, its that new vid on fb that makes the ladies go AAWWWWW...
Its a pretty cheesy watch i'd say, but undeniably a fckin good one. Left me in awe and i predict i shall hit the bed feelin all soppy. Bleh.



--> Or, click here to watch it in HD <--

Oh, if u, like me, think u've seen that babe on the vid sumwhere before, chances are, u've mistaken her fer a celeb who has recently gaind much fame. Care to guess who?
hint - ask a gayfriend.

Signs, the short film by @Radical.Media and Publics Mojo Productions.
Starring:
Nick Russell and Kestie Morsaai
Screenplay By:
Patrick Hughes, Karl Fleet and Nick Worthington
Directed By:
Patrick Hughes
Produced By:
Victoria Conners-Bell
Plot Outline:
Where do you find love? If we knew, we would all know where to look.
Sometimes all you need is a sign.


*Thank you Sharanya fer sharing.

tt.

Lets Go For A Drink

Takin a short break from hiatus(if that made sense) to share this rather amusin stuff i got from my email just today. Its just too darn good to not be shared.

*click on image to enlarge

What plays in the head of a typical man and woman;

When askd fer a drink.


During the session.


After the session.


*Purely fer laffs

tt.

Accidental Husband - Swasame

Not at all funny. The only time i was actually engaged in the movie, so to speak, was wen a coupla familiar tunes played in the background. 'Yaro Yarodi' from Alaipayuthey, and 'Swasame' off Thenali to be precise. Those tamil songs sorta rekindled a nostalgic memory and to think, a cheesy Hollywood chick flick did that?! How disappointingly odd.



The movie, well, was not so worth watchin(unless of cus if u r into those typical chick flicks type movies), but to have stumbled upon songs that trigger certain memories, ah, priceless.


tt.

So This Is The New Year

FFS! How did this happen! And this isnt exactly how i envisioned it to be either. Oh well, c'est la vie.



Argh. Spare that.

On a more colorful note;

Wishin all a very Happy New Year! May the year 2009 treat y'all good.


tt.