The 周末

It was nothin short of awesomeness! Really. It has to be one of the best weekends i had, here in this shythole, EVER.

The Weekend,

Food
Love the food. Kudos to chief chef, Chef Kian. Ooh, n news for u guys, notice the title? Nope, aint turnin chinese by just eating yur dishes. Huat's lappie had sum chinese font thing installed, and every time i hit that shift key, the font turns chinese, and i thot, why not? Lets go with a chinese tittle.
Note to chief chef: Tonite's fish curry, yummilicious!!

Basketball And Socca

I sucked at basketball yesterday - even more than how i usually sucked. But ye, not givin it up just yet, not gonna let mi fellow mates dwarf me with their awesomness skills. Soccer, on the other hand, i can say, is somethin i am definitely better at. Am not quite the foot magician i was once, but ye, LOVe socca!

Drinkin Party
Twas most prolly the hi-lite of this awesome weekend. We played the 'ThumbMaster', an awesome drinkin game. 5 mins into the game, we had our 1st casualty, thx to Ken. Everything seemed so funny that night. Everything. It was just nice to see, be around everyone of mi mates being crazy, gigglin and laffin like fucks all thru the night. AWESOME!!


Cho Tai Ti - Big 2
I ranked in 2nd today! Ah. Eat that, bitches!!

Wank Galore

Wanked 5 times to a sexy voice on the phone this weekend. Ahh, twas sheer fun. Nuff said on that.


Sighs.
Back to hittin the books now.




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All Smiles

I'm high on life. Don't ask me why? I don't know.

I got lost today on the way to the bus stop. What would have been a 10 min walk, became a 25 min one, under the blisterin, hot sun, gettin all sweaty in the process. Yet, i happily-hippidy-hopped all the way to the stop. What marveled me even more, was the fact i sat thru a lecture today, completely attentive and i think might even haf enjoyed it a lil bit. This state i'm in right this moment, doesn't come too often as i would've wanted it to. It just a random thing.

Hmm.. this endorphin shoot-up must have been triggerd by somethin, but what?

Okie, so this is my reasoning; and allow me to digress ye.

A call to a friend last night reminded me of the nice, awesome times i had in Brissy.

~*flashback*~
Had one hellufa time @ Brissy. An experience like no other. An experience so entrancing, so euphoric, that it feels like u're flyin on clouds amongst the heavenly beings. Uh, now, i know that just sounds too gay. But, ye, its impossible to put in words what it felt like. It was incredibly amazing.

Its hazy, but i remember well, how thru the night, Grants insinuated me into makin moves i'd only dream off, and i must emphasize, i'm not regrettin givin in. Nope, not one bit! If any, u should know, Grants only helped initiate my innermost desires, figuratively.

I sit here now tryin to recollect memories of those nights and i can't help but to smile and have these weird tingly feelings all over my body. Aah. I ought to stop now. If i progress, this will only turn into the gay-est post i've ever came up with.
~*flashback ends*~

Okie, so this be it. Good memories fuels a good day and being the sentimental one, this should help me get thru the year. Keepin mi finger crossed.

A note to the concernin one; I'm supa-glad of this arrangement we have. I've had no idea this will feel soo good. AWESOMENESS. Cheers to this!

gotta run,



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The Mist

'The Mist', adaptated off the novella by Stephen King. I've not read it, but watchin it makes me want to. It's about what happens when you put a bunch of people together in a confined space with bloodthirsty monstrous beings lurkin outside. Horrified, they are pushed to the limits, and the desperation gets the better of them, forcin them into makin bad decisions.
Its just funny, no, sick, how people sometimes minus the human away from the human nature turnin them into 'ugly beasts', no worse than the monstrous beings outside. But, then again, arent we all actually ugly beasts conforming to virtues set? Ponder on. And the ending, was sickly AWESOMENESS, at least i thot it was. I'm not gonna spill here, go watch.

Sighs.

Somehow, somewhat, the morals in this movie has been hauntin me for the past week, makin me wonder if i've made decisions that i'd regret in the future. I dont know! I really DONT! Maybe i've been too quick to judge, too quick to make the wrong step, or maybe i'm just fuckd inside out. AArghh.
I am doin this to miself. I'm puttin other people's wants ahead of mine one too many times. I have to start making choices.. the right ones at that. Fck, i feel like CRAP.

Sighs.

Right now, all i wanna feel is complete nothingness. Or, even better, to have my arms around that cuddly and warm lil thing and slowly fall into a deep slumber. "Silly boy", gently whispered into mi ear every now and then surely would have made the difference. Ahh, i wish.

Bwek.

It's virtually impossible doin all that, across the sea, seeing everyone around doin so much to help themselves and here i am, ramblin about stuffs irrelevance.

Sighs.

You'd say, "Go Get a Life!"
I'd say, "Hmm.. okie."


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GC- The Night Was An Allure

The night = Great company+weird gay drinks+moon+clouds+stars+GC,S.Paradise

Awesomenesss. That was las night. Nights like that, as awesome as it was, was only a temporal state of euphory. Find miself lookin to the horizon with ample of questions in mi head that needs answers, and yet.....

There is just something about good times and how good moments like that work. It is like the joy obtained then is directly proportionate to the amount of despair u'll sit thru in the nearest future. With that said, i have to fend miself from engaging in a night like that. I know i should, but, sighs.. the thoughts of gettin back to the shythole.. AAarrrggGggghhhHhhhhh... nuff said.

Back to sessions with mi dear ol' friend, Grants.




n.b.: in brisbane for a week before headin back to the shythole.


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