Light At The End Of The Tunnel?

I've walked long and far. I'm tired. Please, tell me! Where is this bright white light i'm supposed to walk unto?

Nights in this shythole are pretty much depressin and for some reason tonight is seemingly a tad more melancholic, BUT, thanks to a quik chat with a friend whom i've unwillingly distanced from fer a while ago, i'm gonna be hitting the sack with smiles on mi face. :)
Just before that, i've allowed miself to travel back to the time when i was in my mid-teens, recalling how she has this ability to gracefully grasp complaints and rants thrown at her, rolls them out into nice balls of joy, and hits it right back at the giving end. Lol, picture that! Xcuse me, for i just finished watchin an episode of Heroes, and lol, hope that explains the panache.

Man, i've got to hand it to her. She was indeed one hecka company!, and to think i was made to 'conveniently' dis-affilliate fr her and a coupla other cool female acquaintances, sighs, such a shame. i'm real sorry that it had to happen or rather, allowed it to happen. Blinded i was. Blek.

Okie okie, i'm done here. Just felt like i needed to get this out in the open, so ye! Am glad i did!



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Bluffin My Blu Arse Away

Ye, guess the hiatus ain't gonna happen anytime soon eh. It prolly won't, until i take the flight home; and that'll be in;
45 days and counting.
AAahhhh... fckin love the idea of goin home, but to know i'll never get to Deepavali with my family this year ard too, sighs, simply saddening. I've missed 3 Deepavali's already. Ye, sure they save the murukku's and that sweet ball thingy and all that.. but.. its not the same la.. sighs. Oooh, oooh, usually be @ granma's place for Deep's, missing the oil bath early in the Deepavali morn, racing with 20 other cousins fer the bath, prayers, ohhh ohhh; Get this, we literally pick out a goat and some chickens fr the bckyrd, love the pickin out sessions but hate the butchery later on tho. LOL, I'll always find some good xcuse to avoid fr being in the kitchen when they do that..iyaa... miss home dy la. i WANNA GO HOME !!!

Damn. I'm addicted to Scrabolous on FaceBook. Here I am in the wee hrs of the morn, refreshin my board every 1 min to see if its my turn. But no. No one is online... i'm left alone, succumbin to this fckd up feeling, and the the tinkers, yet again go, "Ye, of course they're not!, unlike u, they fckin have a life! so move on already btcharse!". Blek.

Also been reading up on random peoples blog. Its sumthing i'm doin quite alot nowadays. It can be so 'much fun'(if u are stuck in a shythole that is) and educative i tell you.
Came across a few blogs that was 'bookmarks' worthy and i thot i'd share a couple or mo of ones that made my 'bookmark'. so here u go;
Post Secret (watch the u-tube trailer, awesomeness)
The Blogger Mom
Kav's Kollage


Special Report
The World's Billionaires
03.08.07, 6:00 PM ET

Region is

Asia & Australia Europe & Russia Latin America Middle East & Africa North America

Rank	Name	Citizenship	Age	Net Worth ($bil)	Residence
9	Li Ka-shing	Hong Kong	78	23.0	Hong Kong
14	Mukesh Ambani	India	49	20.1	India
18	Anil Ambani	India	47	18.2	India
21	Azim Premji	India	61	17.1	India
22	Lee Shau Kee	Hong Kong	79	17.0	Hong Kong
31	Raymond, Thomas & Walter Kwok	Hong Kong	NA	15.0	Hong Kong
62	Kushal Pal Singh	India	75	10.0	India
69	Sunil Mittal & family	India	49	9.5	India
86	Kumar Birla	India	39	8.0	India
86	Shashi & Ravi Ruia	India	NA	8.0	India
104	Stanley Ho	Hong Kong	85	7.0	Hong Kong
104	Tsai Hong-tu & family	Taiwan	54	7.0	Taiwan
104	Robert Kuok	Malaysia	83	7.0	Hong Kong
113	Cheng Yu-tung	Hong Kong	81	6.5	Hong Kong
114	Ramesh Chandra	India	67	6.4	India
118	Ng Teng Fong	Singapore	78	6.1	Singapore
119	Ananda Krishnan	Malaysia	68	6.0	Malaysia
129	Masayoshi Son	Japan	49	5.8	Japan
132	Akira Mori & family	Japan	69	5.7	Japan
137	Pallonji Mistry	India	77	5.6	India
142	Terry Gou	Taiwan	56	5.5	Taiwan
142	James Packer	Australia	39	5.5	Australia
152	Michael Kadoorie & family	Hong Kong	66	5.3	Hong Kong
157	YC Wang & family	Taiwan	90	5.1	Taiwan
167	Nobutada Saji & family	Japan	61	4.7	Japan

nota bene:

hmmm.. ye, i am fully aware that mi blog posts comes off a lil malformed. In case u haven't it's bcos i lack the continuity in my posts, ye, never had the flair in writing, plus, i never finish a post in one sitting :p, the occasional ciggy breaks, the idiot box, the smart box and what not.



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'SWOT' It Out

Can anyone prove this inequality right?
The sum of “1+1+1” can be GREATER than 3!

Ye, it's that time of the semester, yet again, when i go around wtf'ing and making lame xcuses to convince miself that I'm still on the edge of the abyss, that there i still hope if i can pull miself together. It is NOT to late to my dear friend. It never is.

Just less than a month to finals now. There shall be no more u-tube, red tube, facebook, and blogspt yeh.. taking the time off from spilling my crap.

Catchas guys laters alligators,

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Wats Up With Chiquitas Nowadays?

Alemak.. knapa nie? Apasal mau gaduh?
lmbao. Man, u gotta love the words 'apa hal'-translation-watcha prob, massively used in Malaysia when we haf fights(gangsta style), predominantly in a multiracial fight! if u listen carefully u shud hear them both throwin those words at each others faces...
I'm impressd, the fact that there were more fists than words, hell yeh, excellent show. Atta gurls. Twas downright gangsta shyt!
haha. and ye, did u notice the nerdy guy that made an attempt to break the fight... lmbao, what in the beez geez was he thinkin..haha ..i can't fckin stop laffin at that sight.. haahaa.. poor dude.
hahaha..hahahaha...ahahah... all weekend long... haiihzz..



*lmbao- laffin mi blu arse off

p/s; ken, i shud disclaim, shudnt i?

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Nasi Lemak Oh Nasi Lemak, Di Mana Ngkau

AARrrGGggggGGHHhhgghhhHh !!!
I shud not be layan-ing this shyt now, i know .. i know.. but i can't help it, there's these tinkers workin deep inside mi head, 2 of them to be xact, makin a mess out of it! I see them! Shoo-Shoo. Go away now, leave me alone.

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Never had telur mata kerbau for brekky, twas penkek's with maple sirap (typo was intended) instead. Sigh.. i'd give anything for a plate of good ol' m'sian nasi lemak with telur mata kerbau, and kasi nasi tambah mind u.

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West Ham Utd Vs Millwall

Here i am, not quite awake, it is, 7 am ffs! Did not get to sleep at all last night. Nope, i was NOT up studying nor did i complete on my assignments that were due... yesterday. Ye, so, what was it that i did?
Bluntly, i don't really know. Seriously. The last time i glimpsed at the clock, it read a lil over 2 am and now, it is 7 in the fckin misty morn. aaahh, at least i'd make it fer brekky, they better fckin have telur mata kerbaus' waitin for me! Sigh. I'm perturbed, i'm not in the sane state of mind right now, i fckin feel like screwin the world, UPsideDown! (Red-Alert)

Ooh, i'm forever blowing bubbles, pretty bubbles in the air, they fly so high, nearly reach the sky, then like my dreams they fade and die.. ooohOOhhooohhhooohh.. I'm dreaming dreams, i'm scheming schemes, i'm building castles high. They're born anew, their days are few, just like a sweet butterfly and as the daylight is dawning,they come again in the morning! ooohhh, COME ALL LETS SING along, oohhh, when shadows creep, when i'm asleep, to lands of hope i stray! Then at daybreak, when i awake,my bluebird flutters away. *SHOUT NOW, "Happiness, you seem so near me, Happiness, come forth and cheer me!"

That there, was a song written sumtime in 1919. Its 1st verse and the chorus were excerpted and adopted by the West Ham Utd fans and will be known as the club's anthem..almost a half a decade later.

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AWESOMNESSSS !!!

arrgh, crdts to ken for stumbling upon these u-tube clips.
AWESOME! is all i can say!
Drifting
Rylynn
For My Father

The 'Wasted' Sperm? No?

"You should read the lecture summary before the lecture and before the tutorial. (I know you have mid-term tests to prepare for, but what else are you using your lecture recess for ... it's not called a holiday for a really good reason.
Enjoy your holiday break recess :-) " -Phil Turner

Aaarggghh!!! Why is it so fckin hard to get started on studies? All i have to do is, stop ruminating on a certain matter, and to actually sit and start doin something academic, n not see jargons. So why is it so hard to?
Sigh.
The reason, i think, is bcos, i've procrastinated and bummed just a lil bit too much that it has became the norm. aahh, YES, i admit. I've been treatin the recess as if it was a holiday; dilly-dallying my way through, doin nothin closely related to school. I've been a real 'shyt' these past few days, or, mo like weeks actually. I havent had a decent bath since i came back fr cairns last week, hardly touchd my 'organizer', ffs, i dun think i've even laid mi eyes on my calculator fer more than a week now! i hate it! i fckin hate the vagabond lifestyle i'm growing accustomed to! Help me someone, shoot me, lets end it all here, right NOW.

Haaiih.. nobody wants blood in their hands now, do they? Ye. totally understandable. So, here i am goin all Dr.Phil on miself, tryin to justify this phase i'm goin thru. I've settled for a number of 'excuses', with heartbroken being one, but i think i'll be opting for the more 'cool' sounding QLC, Quarter Life Crisis. Ye. Its a rather recent( say 5-10yrs?) idea, and i find it so downright true!, and, if u dont have any idea wat's all the goo-goo-ga-ga on QLC is abt?, check this out -->QLC

Agree? I have the feeling i'm not the only one in this boat, then again, it might just be a wishful thinking.

n.b.; Yuan, its 915pm already la.

i've had a friend who kept askin me, wat tis n tat stands fer and i've come to realise that the abbreviation and lingo used may be unheard of to some, so here's a lil help, as far memory gets;

wtf- wat the fck
ftw- fck the world
cbf- can't be fckd
ffs- for fck sake
mch- ma cau hai
cb- cibai
dulan- ask a chinese friend


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