The watch reads 4am now, and ye, i'm desperately tryin to fixate myself to the idea of studyin fer a quiz i have tomm, at 9am. I've got it all set, made a playlist to accompany me while i study; filled my stomach up with a serving of indomie and chips; got my rollies all rolled ready to be smoked up; got my books and notes and all that jargon shyt out and laid it in front of me. It seems like i've got it all ready to go, sighs, but the fact is, i'm still missing sumthin, the drive, the motivation, the ARggghHhhHRGggggHhEERGGHHHHHh!! Watever happend to mi fckin ol'self! Sighs. I cant even do the last minute thingy like how i used to. Sighs. Okie, okies, better get back to the the books and try harder eh!
Neways, this post was inspired by a song i came across while doin up my playlist. Thot i'd share it on this post fer all to listen. Ye. All i have is left is memory and until sum awesome fckshyt comes up with a device to allow me to transport miself back thru time, i shall be strapped tight to this time. The present.
LoL. Ken, was it Winston Churchill who said its calld present becos its a present? LoL. May i just beg to differ? :p
I wanna get back to the time wen i was a 'real' student la. Sighs, the memories of me being a a good student is all i have. I don't think its possible to be the student i once was anymore. The age is gettin the best out of me! Fck gettin old! Fck being a student. Fck screwin up. All in all fck everything la!
SugarCult-Memory
(an excerpt);
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
Can I be your memory?
tt.
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Forever Is Overated. Or is it?
A minute ago i was watchin a choc ad(Fling) that said Forever Is Overrated and i simply couldn't agree more; The next minute i'm watchin this video and i am contradicting miself. Sighs. I started askin miself lotsa a senseless questions, knowing i'll be ensnared in an emotional dilemma that will prolly ruin the rest of my day.. or watever thats left of it. Sighs.
The afore mentiond video. Nice one. Watch on!
This tendency of gettin over-analytical that leads to self inflicted depression; its a disease. And i'm at that critical stage. It's only time until it consumes the rest of me.
*Just in case I lose miself later today(metaphorically of course), i wish the the rest of u guys out there the brobdingnagian of luck to face this ever-fckdup world. U'll definitely need it!
tt.
The afore mentiond video. Nice one. Watch on!
This tendency of gettin over-analytical that leads to self inflicted depression; its a disease. And i'm at that critical stage. It's only time until it consumes the rest of me.
*Just in case I lose miself later today(metaphorically of course), i wish the the rest of u guys out there the brobdingnagian of luck to face this ever-fckdup world. U'll definitely need it!
tt.
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Friday, October 26, 2007
Espresso's Makes Me Go Crazy!
Ah! It's a fckin friday...AGAIN, and i haven't got a wink of sleep, PLUS i'm fckin all high on espressos. There's just somethin bout coffee dat makes me go all fckdup! Crazy Shyt!!
I'm feeling pretty much invincible right now, like... i can ftw! or anything that comes in the way of me doin so, yet, i feel like i'm tied dwn to sumthing. Hmm.. allow me to use an analogy to precisely describe wat i'm feeling right now; okie, get this, it's like a imma fckin bulldog on the leash out to get the poor lo-life postman. Ye! Xactly like dat!
Neways, it's euphoric man!!!
Be fckfacin my tutorial assignments in a bit, and i'm not quite sure if i cud make it to the class in time. I dont wanna go!!!!
i wanna just wank and fckin bum ard all day man!
Fckfce all outta fckdluck.. or, is he just fckin it all up fer himself?
-FckCounter: 11
tt.

Neways, it's euphoric man!!!
Be fckfacin my tutorial assignments in a bit, and i'm not quite sure if i cud make it to the class in time. I dont wanna go!!!!
i wanna just wank and fckin bum ard all day man!
Fckfce all outta fckdluck.. or, is he just fckin it all up fer himself?
-FckCounter: 11
tt.
Monday, October 22, 2007
@ The Crossroads-Malaysia
The reason mom insists on me stayin out here in this shythole. Watch On!
Listen carefully to wat the imam had to say about tis matter.(16min29s)
Click Here To Watch
*the embed has been disabled by request. Hmmm..
tt.
Listen carefully to wat the imam had to say about tis matter.(16min29s)
Click Here To Watch
*the embed has been disabled by request. Hmmm..
tt.
Friday, October 19, 2007
Indian Macha Or Modern Man?
It's here again. Friday night. How i effin dread them! Sighs. Benci!
I was channel surfing earlier(deyy, i really din choose to watch it la!), and i stumbled upon this show, The Maury Show, on Arena. For those who has not heard of it, its along the lines of The Jerry Springer Show. It deals with issues that may be hard for many to comprehend. To find out more about The Maury Show, click here.
Ye, gettin back to what i watched earlier, today's topic on Maury's was about transgenders. In Malaysia, the idea of men turnin women isn't all really alien. I've, grown accustomed to that sight and i believe i speak for many fellow Malaysians when i say that. Lol, I remember how me and mi frens(when we very much younger) use to sneak out the car late at night to check them out, making our way to Chow Kit Rd., if not the only, the most common area associated with with the subject in KL.
Gay-ism. Lesbian-ism. Bisexual-ism. Being a typical malaysian indian, these stuffs or rather, the sexual choices are very much unheard of and it takes alot to actually understand. I eventually grasped those ideas, it took me a while tho, BUT what i watched on Maury today was a whole new book! How many can say, they've came across girls who has grownd to be a man? I'm NOT talkin bout girls goin tomboy-ish or even cross dressin. The real deal, hormone replacements, facial hair growth, boobs surgically removed, and wat not!
They were assigned to be women at birth, but sumwhere along the way, they've come to a realisation that they are more of a man than woman, so they made the change. How la this one? *scratches head* What do u haf to say to this?
OKIE, OKIE ,so now there's one more new 'hard to chew on' idea this m'sian indian macha has to learn to come in terms with, all in order to become the 'modern man'.
tt.
I was channel surfing earlier(deyy, i really din choose to watch it la!), and i stumbled upon this show, The Maury Show, on Arena. For those who has not heard of it, its along the lines of The Jerry Springer Show. It deals with issues that may be hard for many to comprehend. To find out more about The Maury Show, click here.
Ye, gettin back to what i watched earlier, today's topic on Maury's was about transgenders. In Malaysia, the idea of men turnin women isn't all really alien. I've, grown accustomed to that sight and i believe i speak for many fellow Malaysians when i say that. Lol, I remember how me and mi frens(when we very much younger) use to sneak out the car late at night to check them out, making our way to Chow Kit Rd., if not the only, the most common area associated with with the subject in KL.
Gay-ism. Lesbian-ism. Bisexual-ism. Being a typical malaysian indian, these stuffs or rather, the sexual choices are very much unheard of and it takes alot to actually understand. I eventually grasped those ideas, it took me a while tho, BUT what i watched on Maury today was a whole new book! How many can say, they've came across girls who has grownd to be a man? I'm NOT talkin bout girls goin tomboy-ish or even cross dressin. The real deal, hormone replacements, facial hair growth, boobs surgically removed, and wat not!
They were assigned to be women at birth, but sumwhere along the way, they've come to a realisation that they are more of a man than woman, so they made the change. How la this one? *scratches head* What do u haf to say to this?
OKIE, OKIE ,so now there's one more new 'hard to chew on' idea this m'sian indian macha has to learn to come in terms with, all in order to become the 'modern man'.
tt.
Thursday, October 18, 2007

Sabrina says "I am a Ninja!". 7:48pm
Vickna Thiagarajah at 7:50pm October 29
but your not a flying monkey samurai!
Sabrina Anne Jacob at 7:52pm October 29
No that would be you! Not a samurai though. In fact i doubt you could even fly. Just a monkey then.
Haiiiiyyyyaaaahhhhh!
Haiiiiyyyyaaaahhhhh!
Vickna Thiagarajah at 7:54pm October 29
do not doubt the powers of the flying monkey samurai!!
we strike with deadly accuracy!!
*poke*
we strike with deadly accuracy!!
*poke*
Sabrina Anne Jacob at 8:01pm October 29
Dude you would need a catapult to help you fly la!
And i tell your girlfriend you *poke* me.
*Lands flying kick on monkey-boys arse*
And i tell your girlfriend you *poke* me.
*Lands flying kick on monkey-boys arse*
Kavilan Nakaswaram at 8:04pm October 29
Ninjas-R-Us is having a sale on shurikens and black coveralls..... bring your Ninja Card for extra 10% discount....
Vickna Thiagarajah at 8:04pm October 29
flying monkey samurai dodges ninja kick!
flying monkey samurai hits sabrina the samurai with 5 hit combo!
*sabrina the samurai faints*
*faintedz*
flying monkey samurai hits sabrina the samurai with 5 hit combo!
*sabrina the samurai faints*
*faintedz*
Sabrina Anne Jacob at 8:05pm October 29
I will just slay the buggers with my samurai sword and take whatever i want!
Oh and i wear a hooded cape like the Nazgul!
Oh and i wear a hooded cape like the Nazgul!
Sabrina Anne Jacob at 8:07pm October 29
I bite you monkeybuttboy! I am not of the fainting persuasion!
*Emits earth-shattering belch which throws monkeybuttboy of his feet and lands him smack on his arse!*
*Emits earth-shattering belch which throws monkeybuttboy of his feet and lands him smack on his arse!*
Vickna Thiagarajah at 8:07pm October 29
it is a proven fact that a samurai sword - it's called a katana by the way - is no fight for flying monkey ninja's shurikens and magic whip-tail!
Vickna Thiagarajah at 8:08pm October 29
flying monkey ninja.... fuck this it's getting lame even for my drunk arse..
cheers saby!
cheers saby!
Kavilan Nakaswaram at 8:10pm October 29
vickna's drunk? wat's ur excuse saby?
Sabrina Anne Jacob at 8:17pm October 29
I am a Ninja!
Kavilan Nakaswaram at 8:22pm October 29
I have crazy friends....
Sabrina Anne Jacob at 8:24pm October 29
"Crazy" is a matter of perception :p
Prakash Bisuvalinggam at 10:42pm October 29
Nah...you are a Clinja!!! (Clown + Ninja)
Jacinta Albert at 10:42pm October 29
Jedi Master Jacinta uses Jedi mind trick to restore sanity to the 'perceived crazies'. But fails. Flying monkey ninja's and monkeybuttboys have no minds to influence...
Jacinta Albert at 10:43pm October 29
yes, i know its tak kena mengena
Sabrina Anne Jacob at 10:52pm October 29
Yes i agree with Punk...Vick you are a Clinja :p
And seeing as to how the Flying Monkey and Monkeybuttboy are one and the same person i.e. Vickna Thiagarajah, i totally agree with you that there doesn't seem to be the presence of a mind :)
And seeing as to how the Flying Monkey and Monkeybuttboy are one and the same person i.e. Vickna Thiagarajah, i totally agree with you that there doesn't seem to be the presence of a mind :)
Sabrina Anne Jacob at 10:54pm October 29
The Goddess Ninja (that would be me) by the way realizes that she was supposed to have called yesterday but she is currently on a mission in the deep jungles of Japan (yes it exists!). Also she has no credit on her phone. She will call you once she gets back from the mission (or reloads her phone).
I will also not pick up your call cos you are ... Read Morealways calling and spending your money. Use it to buy sex toys!
I will also not pick up your call cos you are ... Read Morealways calling and spending your money. Use it to buy sex toys!
Jacinta Albert at 10:57pm October 29
Jedi Master Ninja laughs at Swimsuit Ninja! It is the Princess that compels you to the dark side, I will defeat him yet! Realise your folly SN, I have no need for toys, I use the real thing!
Sabrina Anne Jacob at 10:59pm October 29
Goddess Ninja is now on a new mission to trave to America and make Warrick Brown her sex slave. Can't get any more real or 'bigger' than that :p
Kavilan Nakaswaram at 11:42pm October 29
you can now compile all this crap and write a book entitled "The Adventures of The Clinja"...
next year, you can ask Warner Bros. to produce the movie adaptation... and Warrick Brown's not gonna be in it....
next year, you can ask Warner Bros. to produce the movie adaptation... and Warrick Brown's not gonna be in it....
Prakash Bisuvalinggam at 12:53am October 30
:P
Sabrina Anne Jacob at 12:58am October 30
Somehow Clinja sounds very erotic! Like a combination of Clit and Ninja! LOL!
Prakash Bisuvalinggam at 1:02am October 30
i know!!! i know!!! :P
Sabrina Anne Jacob at 1:03am October 30
:p
Prem Das at 11:23am October 30
id think those red, bulbous size 16 shoes under ur ninja suit wud be a dead giveaway of your barnum & bailey lineage.
Sabrina Anne Jacob at 11:30am October 30
I bite you!!!!
Haiyayyyyyahhhhhh!!!!!
*Launches herself on ratty Princess and sinks teeth into his fragile, pink arm!*
Haiyayyyyyahhhhhh!!!!!
*Launches herself on ratty Princess and sinks teeth into his fragile, pink arm!*

Thevan Thiyagan at 10:20pm October 30
i dont need a tv anymo. this will do better. more more! i wann more!
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Light At The End Of The Tunnel?

I've walked long and far. I'm tired. Please, tell me! Where is this bright white light i'm supposed to walk unto?
Nights in this shythole are pretty much depressin and for some reason tonight is seemingly a tad more melancholic, BUT, thanks to a quik chat with a friend whom i've unwillingly distanced from fer a while ago, i'm gonna be hitting the sack with smiles on mi face. :)
Just before that, i've allowed miself to travel back to the time when i was in my mid-teens, recalling how she has this ability to gracefully grasp complaints and rants thrown at her, rolls them out into nice balls of joy, and hits it right back at the giving end. Lol, picture that! Xcuse me, for i just finished watchin an episode of Heroes, and lol, hope that explains the panache.
Man, i've got to hand it to her. She was indeed one hecka company!, and to think i was made to 'conveniently' dis-affilliate fr her and a coupla other cool female acquaintances, sighs, such a shame. i'm real sorry that it had to happen or rather, allowed it to happen. Blinded i was. Blek.
Okie okie, i'm done here. Just felt like i needed to get this out in the open, so ye! Am glad i did!
tt.
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Saturday, October 13, 2007
Bluffin My Blu Arse Away
Ye, guess the hiatus ain't gonna happen anytime soon eh. It prolly won't, until i take the flight home; and that'll be in;
45 days and counting.
AAahhhh... fckin love the idea of goin home, but to know i'll never get to Deepavali with my family this year ard too, sighs, simply saddening. I've missed 3 Deepavali's already. Ye, sure they save the murukku's and that sweet ball thingy and all that.. but.. its not the same la.. sighs. Oooh, oooh, usually be @ granma's place for Deep's, missing the oil bath early in the Deepavali morn, racing with 20 other cousins fer the bath, prayers, ohhh ohhh; Get this, we literally pick out a goat and some chickens fr the bckyrd, love the pickin out sessions but hate the butchery later on tho. LOL, I'll always find some good xcuse to avoid fr being in the kitchen when they do that..iyaa... miss home dy la. i WANNA GO HOME !!!
Damn. I'm addicted to Scrabolous on FaceBook. Here I am in the wee hrs of the morn, refreshin my board every 1 min to see if its my turn. But no. No one is online... i'm left alone, succumbin to this fckd up feeling, and the the tinkers, yet again go, "Ye, of course they're not!, unlike u, they fckin have a life! so move on already btcharse!". Blek.
Also been reading up on random peoples blog. Its sumthing i'm doin quite alot nowadays. It can be so 'much fun'(if u are stuck in a shythole that is) and educative i tell you.
Came across a few blogs that was 'bookmarks' worthy and i thot i'd share a couple or mo of ones that made my 'bookmark'. so here u go;
Post Secret (watch the u-tube trailer, awesomeness)
The Blogger Mom
Kav's Kollage
Special Report
The World's Billionaires
03.08.07, 6:00 PM ET
nota bene:
hmmm.. ye, i am fully aware that mi blog posts comes off a lil malformed. In case u haven't it's bcos i lack the continuity in my posts, ye, never had the flair in writing, plus, i never finish a post in one sitting :p, the occasional ciggy breaks, the idiot box, the smart box and what not.
tt.
45 days and counting.
AAahhhh... fckin love the idea of goin home, but to know i'll never get to Deepavali with my family this year ard too, sighs, simply saddening. I've missed 3 Deepavali's already. Ye, sure they save the murukku's and that sweet ball thingy and all that.. but.. its not the same la.. sighs. Oooh, oooh, usually be @ granma's place for Deep's, missing the oil bath early in the Deepavali morn, racing with 20 other cousins fer the bath, prayers, ohhh ohhh; Get this, we literally pick out a goat and some chickens fr the bckyrd, love the pickin out sessions but hate the butchery later on tho. LOL, I'll always find some good xcuse to avoid fr being in the kitchen when they do that..iyaa... miss home dy la. i WANNA GO HOME !!!
Damn. I'm addicted to Scrabolous on FaceBook. Here I am in the wee hrs of the morn, refreshin my board every 1 min to see if its my turn. But no. No one is online... i'm left alone, succumbin to this fckd up feeling, and the the tinkers, yet again go, "Ye, of course they're not!, unlike u, they fckin have a life! so move on already btcharse!". Blek.
Also been reading up on random peoples blog. Its sumthing i'm doin quite alot nowadays. It can be so 'much fun'(if u are stuck in a shythole that is) and educative i tell you.
Came across a few blogs that was 'bookmarks' worthy and i thot i'd share a couple or mo of ones that made my 'bookmark'. so here u go;
Post Secret (watch the u-tube trailer, awesomeness)
The Blogger Mom
Kav's Kollage
Special Report
The World's Billionaires
03.08.07, 6:00 PM ET
Region is |
Rank | Name | Citizenship | Age | Net Worth ($bil) | Residence |
9 | Li Ka-shing | Hong Kong | 78 | 23.0 | Hong Kong |
14 | Mukesh Ambani | India | 49 | 20.1 | India |
18 | Anil Ambani | India | 47 | 18.2 | India |
21 | Azim Premji | India | 61 | 17.1 | India |
22 | Lee Shau Kee | Hong Kong | 79 | 17.0 | Hong Kong |
31 | Raymond, Thomas & Walter Kwok | Hong Kong | NA | 15.0 | Hong Kong |
62 | Kushal Pal Singh | India | 75 | 10.0 | India |
69 | Sunil Mittal & family | India | 49 | 9.5 | India |
86 | Kumar Birla | India | 39 | 8.0 | India |
86 | Shashi & Ravi Ruia | India | NA | 8.0 | India |
104 | Stanley Ho | Hong Kong | 85 | 7.0 | Hong Kong |
104 | Tsai Hong-tu & family | Taiwan | 54 | 7.0 | Taiwan |
104 | Robert Kuok | Malaysia | 83 | 7.0 | Hong Kong |
113 | Cheng Yu-tung | Hong Kong | 81 | 6.5 | Hong Kong |
114 | Ramesh Chandra | India | 67 | 6.4 | India |
118 | Ng Teng Fong | Singapore | 78 | 6.1 | Singapore |
119 | Ananda Krishnan | Malaysia | 68 | 6.0 | Malaysia |
129 | Masayoshi Son | Japan | 49 | 5.8 | Japan |
132 | Akira Mori & family | Japan | 69 | 5.7 | Japan |
137 | Pallonji Mistry | India | 77 | 5.6 | India |
142 | Terry Gou | Taiwan | 56 | 5.5 | Taiwan |
142 | James Packer | Australia | 39 | 5.5 | Australia |
152 | Michael Kadoorie & family | Hong Kong | 66 | 5.3 | Hong Kong |
157 | YC Wang & family | Taiwan | 90 | 5.1 | Taiwan |
167 | Nobutada Saji & family | Japan | 61 | 4.7 | Japan |
nota bene:
hmmm.. ye, i am fully aware that mi blog posts comes off a lil malformed. In case u haven't it's bcos i lack the continuity in my posts, ye, never had the flair in writing, plus, i never finish a post in one sitting :p, the occasional ciggy breaks, the idiot box, the smart box and what not.
tt.
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Thursday, October 11, 2007
'SWOT' It Out
Can anyone prove this inequality right?
The sum of “1+1+1” can be GREATER than 3!
Ye, it's that time of the semester, yet again, when i go around wtf'ing and making lame xcuses to convince miself that I'm still on the edge of the abyss, that there i still hope if i can pull miself together. It is NOT to late to my dear friend. It never is.
Just less than a month to finals now. There shall be no more u-tube, red tube, facebook, and blogspt yeh.. taking the time off from spilling my crap.
Catchas guys laters alligators,
tt.
The sum of “1+1+1” can be GREATER than 3!
Ye, it's that time of the semester, yet again, when i go around wtf'ing and making lame xcuses to convince miself that I'm still on the edge of the abyss, that there i still hope if i can pull miself together. It is NOT to late to my dear friend. It never is.
Just less than a month to finals now. There shall be no more u-tube, red tube, facebook, and blogspt yeh.. taking the time off from spilling my crap.
Catchas guys laters alligators,
tt.
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Saturday, October 6, 2007
Wats Up With Chiquitas Nowadays?
Alemak.. knapa nie? Apasal mau gaduh?
lmbao. Man, u gotta love the words 'apa hal'-translation-watcha prob, massively used in Malaysia when we haf fights(gangsta style), predominantly in a multiracial fight! if u listen carefully u shud hear them both throwin those words at each others faces...
I'm impressd, the fact that there were more fists than words, hell yeh, excellent show. Atta gurls. Twas downright gangsta shyt!
haha. and ye, did u notice the nerdy guy that made an attempt to break the fight... lmbao, what in the beez geez was he thinkin..haha ..i can't fckin stop laffin at that sight.. haahaa.. poor dude.
hahaha..hahahaha...ahahah... all weekend long... haiihzz..
*lmbao- laffin mi blu arse off
p/s; ken, i shud disclaim, shudnt i?
tt.
lmbao. Man, u gotta love the words 'apa hal'-translation-watcha prob, massively used in Malaysia when we haf fights(gangsta style), predominantly in a multiracial fight! if u listen carefully u shud hear them both throwin those words at each others faces...
I'm impressd, the fact that there were more fists than words, hell yeh, excellent show. Atta gurls. Twas downright gangsta shyt!
haha. and ye, did u notice the nerdy guy that made an attempt to break the fight... lmbao, what in the beez geez was he thinkin..haha ..i can't fckin stop laffin at that sight.. haahaa.. poor dude.
hahaha..hahahaha...ahahah... all weekend long... haiihzz..
*lmbao- laffin mi blu arse off
p/s; ken, i shud disclaim, shudnt i?
tt.
Thursday, October 4, 2007
Nasi Lemak Oh Nasi Lemak, Di Mana Ngkau
AARrrGGggggGGHHhhgghhhHh !!!
I shud not be layan-ing this shyt now, i know .. i know.. but i can't help it, there's these tinkers workin deep inside mi head, 2 of them to be xact, makin a mess out of it! I see them! Shoo-Shoo. Go away now, leave me alone.
~
Never had telur mata kerbau for brekky, twas penkek's with maple sirap (typo was intended) instead. Sigh.. i'd give anything for a plate of good ol' m'sian nasi lemak with telur mata kerbau, and kasi nasi tambah mind u.
tt.
I shud not be layan-ing this shyt now, i know .. i know.. but i can't help it, there's these tinkers workin deep inside mi head, 2 of them to be xact, makin a mess out of it! I see them! Shoo-Shoo. Go away now, leave me alone.
~
Never had telur mata kerbau for brekky, twas penkek's with maple sirap (typo was intended) instead. Sigh.. i'd give anything for a plate of good ol' m'sian nasi lemak with telur mata kerbau, and kasi nasi tambah mind u.
tt.
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West Ham Utd Vs Millwall
Here i am, not quite awake, it is, 7 am ffs! Did not get to sleep at all last night. Nope, i was NOT up studying nor did i complete on my assignments that were due... yesterday. Ye, so, what was it that i did?
Bluntly, i don't really know. Seriously. The last time i glimpsed at the clock, it read a lil over 2 am and now, it is 7 in the fckin misty morn. aaahh, at least i'd make it fer brekky, they better fckin have telur mata kerbaus' waitin for me! Sigh. I'm perturbed, i'm not in the sane state of mind right now, i fckin feel like screwin the world, UPsideDown! (Red-Alert)
Ooh, i'm forever blowing bubbles, pretty bubbles in the air, they fly so high, nearly reach the sky, then like my dreams they fade and die.. ooohOOhhooohhhooohh.. I'm dreaming dreams, i'm scheming schemes, i'm building castles high. They're born anew, their days are few, just like a sweet butterfly and as the daylight is dawning,they come again in the morning! ooohhh, COME ALL LETS SING along, oohhh, when shadows creep, when i'm asleep, to lands of hope i stray! Then at daybreak, when i awake,my bluebird flutters away. *SHOUT NOW, "Happiness, you seem so near me, Happiness, come forth and cheer me!"
That there, was a song written sumtime in 1919. Its 1st verse and the chorus were excerpted and adopted by the West Ham Utd fans and will be known as the club's anthem..almost a half a decade later.
tt.
Bluntly, i don't really know. Seriously. The last time i glimpsed at the clock, it read a lil over 2 am and now, it is 7 in the fckin misty morn. aaahh, at least i'd make it fer brekky, they better fckin have telur mata kerbaus' waitin for me! Sigh. I'm perturbed, i'm not in the sane state of mind right now, i fckin feel like screwin the world, UPsideDown! (Red-Alert)
Ooh, i'm forever blowing bubbles, pretty bubbles in the air, they fly so high, nearly reach the sky, then like my dreams they fade and die.. ooohOOhhooohhhooohh.. I'm dreaming dreams, i'm scheming schemes, i'm building castles high. They're born anew, their days are few, just like a sweet butterfly and as the daylight is dawning,they come again in the morning! ooohhh, COME ALL LETS SING along, oohhh, when shadows creep, when i'm asleep, to lands of hope i stray! Then at daybreak, when i awake,my bluebird flutters away. *SHOUT NOW, "Happiness, you seem so near me, Happiness, come forth and cheer me!"
That there, was a song written sumtime in 1919. Its 1st verse and the chorus were excerpted and adopted by the West Ham Utd fans and will be known as the club's anthem..almost a half a decade later.
tt.
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Wednesday, October 3, 2007
AWESOMNESSSS !!!
arrgh, crdts to ken for stumbling upon these u-tube clips.
AWESOME! is all i can say!
Drifting
Rylynn
For My Father
AWESOME! is all i can say!
Drifting
Rylynn
For My Father
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
The 'Wasted' Sperm? No?
"You should read the lecture summary before the lecture and before the tutorial. (I know you have mid-term tests to prepare for, but what else are you using your lecture recess for ... it's not called a holiday for a really good reason.
Enjoy yourholiday break recess :-) " -Phil Turner
Aaarggghh!!! Why is it so fckin hard to get started on studies? All i have to do is, stop ruminating on a certain matter, and to actually sit and start doin something academic, n not see jargons. So why is it so hard to?
Sigh.
The reason, i think, is bcos, i've procrastinated and bummed just a lil bit too much that it has became the norm. aahh, YES, i admit. I've been treatin the recess as if it was a holiday; dilly-dallying my way through, doin nothin closely related to school. I've been a real 'shyt' these past few days, or, mo like weeks actually. I havent had a decent bath since i came back fr cairns last week, hardly touchd my 'organizer', ffs, i dun think i've even laid mi eyes on my calculator fer more than a week now! i hate it! i fckin hate the vagabond lifestyle i'm growing accustomed to! Help me someone, shoot me, lets end it all here, right NOW.
Haaiih.. nobody wants blood in their hands now, do they? Ye. totally understandable. So, here i am goin all Dr.Phil on miself, tryin to justify this phase i'm goin thru. I've settled for a number of 'excuses', with heartbroken being one, but i think i'll be opting for the more 'cool' sounding QLC, Quarter Life Crisis. Ye. Its a rather recent( say 5-10yrs?) idea, and i find it so downright true!, and, if u dont have any idea wat's all the goo-goo-ga-ga on QLC is abt?, check this out -->QLC
Agree? I have the feeling i'm not the only one in this boat, then again, it might just be a wishful thinking.
n.b.; Yuan, its 915pm already la.
i've had a friend who kept askin me, wat tis n tat stands fer and i've come to realise that the abbreviation and lingo used may be unheard of to some, so here's a lil help, as far memory gets;
wtf- wat the fck
ftw- fck the world
cbf- can't be fckd
ffs- for fck sake
mch- ma cau hai
cb- cibai
dulan- ask a chinese friend
tt.
Enjoy your
Aaarggghh!!! Why is it so fckin hard to get started on studies? All i have to do is, stop ruminating on a certain matter, and to actually sit and start doin something academic, n not see jargons. So why is it so hard to?
Sigh.
The reason, i think, is bcos, i've procrastinated and bummed just a lil bit too much that it has became the norm. aahh, YES, i admit. I've been treatin the recess as if it was a holiday; dilly-dallying my way through, doin nothin closely related to school. I've been a real 'shyt' these past few days, or, mo like weeks actually. I havent had a decent bath since i came back fr cairns last week, hardly touchd my 'organizer', ffs, i dun think i've even laid mi eyes on my calculator fer more than a week now! i hate it! i fckin hate the vagabond lifestyle i'm growing accustomed to! Help me someone, shoot me, lets end it all here, right NOW.
Haaiih.. nobody wants blood in their hands now, do they? Ye. totally understandable. So, here i am goin all Dr.Phil on miself, tryin to justify this phase i'm goin thru. I've settled for a number of 'excuses', with heartbroken being one, but i think i'll be opting for the more 'cool' sounding QLC, Quarter Life Crisis. Ye. Its a rather recent( say 5-10yrs?) idea, and i find it so downright true!, and, if u dont have any idea wat's all the goo-goo-ga-ga on QLC is abt?, check this out -->QLC
Agree? I have the feeling i'm not the only one in this boat, then again, it might just be a wishful thinking.
n.b.; Yuan, its 915pm already la.
i've had a friend who kept askin me, wat tis n tat stands fer and i've come to realise that the abbreviation and lingo used may be unheard of to some, so here's a lil help, as far memory gets;
wtf- wat the fck
ftw- fck the world
cbf- can't be fckd
ffs- for fck sake
mch- ma cau hai
cb- cibai
dulan- ask a chinese friend
tt.
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