Laughin In The Face Of Gravity

First off, i gotta thank Mordred, Johnathan and Yvonne for draggin me along into this road trip to Cairns. They had to ask me twice, and i'm just super glad that they caught me the second time around. More details on the trip will be posted once i've got all the pic's on me.

I simply couldnt wait to post tis one up. We were there, at AJ Hackett,Cairns, a bungy haven, initially to accomodate Yvonne's crave, err....come to think of it, i don't remember how i got myself into it. It must haf been Jon(Yvonnes' hubby), whose insinuative ways, always gets me into doin stupid stuffs.. or rather, crazy stuffs. That, coupled with the stuffs/feelings i went thru over the past few months, 'perfect combo' i shud say!

1. Ye, as i was sayin, the next thing i know, i was payin up fer the jump, gettin my weight written on my hands, strippin miself off everything unnesseccary, physically, and mentally.

2. The climb to the tower, platform fer the leap, was physically exhausting and it was much more of a 'how long till i get there' instead of me freakin out abt the jump.

3. Once i'm done with the seemingly never endin flight of stairs, lol, twas just then it hit me, 'wtf am i doin up here'... ahha..serious!!, and to haf to wait fer the rest to take the plunge, the faces, the freaking out, the screams, the 5,4,3,2,1, bungyyy, did not help a bit. :(

8. Nxt up, like a sea captain that's forced to walk the plank, made my way to the edge, somehow got a quik glance of a sticker they had up there somwhere that read "Why Live On The Edge When You Can Jump Off" and before i could really digest what it said, i heard a voice, so nonchalantly goin; 5,4,3,2,1 bungyyyy.

9. Tryin my best to recall how it'd felt; just as i leaped, the world seemd to have stoppd spinnin fer a good sec, and the seconds after couldnt go any faster until the cord was fully stretchd. aaaahhh man, n the rebound only gets better!

100. Got back on my feet and walked away like a new man, SIMPLY AWESOME! TOP SCALED, EXHILARATION !

(notice that 4-7, 10-99 had been skipped. U'll simply haf to be there, doin it!)

I can't wait to go again. I'm definitely gonna be goin again, hopefully with the company of Vicky, and, if anybody else wanna tag along...say ..Thines?, c'mon, hit me/vicky with a msg. It aint finalised, but it'd be sumtime early next year.

lol, if i had to say sumthing that sums up to how i felt, thru out the whole ordeal, as how thines/vicky wud put it 'singam thatti elluperran' which literally translates to 'pokin the lion out of its slumber'.

YES. I get it now, "why live on the edge when you can jump off".

*almost got the water :(

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Why?, You Ask.

"To: The JCU Community

FMO staff have discovered a possum lying across the main switch and meters for the main computer room power board.

We need to initiate an immediate shutdown of all systems to remove power and then remove the dead animal.Hopefully we will have all systems restored by this evening.

WE ARE CURRENTLY OPERATING IN AN EXTREMELY HIGH RISK SITUATION.
Apologies but there is no alternative."

i ask fer a moment of silence for that poor being. may lord bless its soul.


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Turn Over A New Leaf - be?

It's all becomin clear to me now. The conversations and the gestures that occured over the past 4 months, were all actually lies and deceit, very cleverly choreographed to blind me of the actual nature of events that took place then. sigh. and to think, that it came from the two of somewhat significant people in mi life, its simply a bummer. A real kick in de blu arse i must say. but, oh well, at least i've learnt a valuable lesson here, one i wish i hadn't, but, ye...

A friend once said something ingenious, and i quote "different lvl, different friends. only those who are true friends will remain in ur life forever. those who are not worth it will be filtered as time passes. loosen up. dun torture urself with such thoughts. its not worth it." in an effort to console me. How much more true could he have been. thx macha.

It's times like this, when all i wanna do is to sit, sip on The Grant's Family Reserve, with a smokes in between my fingers; and ruminate, evaluate, and reflect on the events i've encounterd through out mi fckd up life. It is indeed, the time to GrOw Up!

I'd like to use this post as an oppurtunity (cos it'd be so gay to say it to yur face innit!), to xpress my gratitude to my friends and family for their support and understanding ways. Greatly appreciated peeps.



Dota Talk:

DarkTerror, the Faceless Void, his awesome 3rd skill, the backtrack.

Backtrack ,Whenever damage is recieved, Faceless Void moves a moment back in time to try to dodge that damage. Can backtrack both physical and mystical attacks.



may the future treat me better,
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Amends, Up My Sweet Blu Arse

And all mi plans to make sweet amends is being thrusted up mi sweet blu arse.. yet again.

its real funny how things fall into places in the sickest way possible, just a lil bit too much of a coincidece i must say, and yet here i am, ploddin, contemplatin, on events that took place over the past 2 years.
it's kickin me all over in the face again.
i could only wish, she could taste a portion of the pain i'm goin thru.

*sighzz.. u, ye, u! why not load up a gun and fckin shoot me right in the head, and watch it blow. sounds fun?


tormented, inside out.
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Led Zeppelin reunion concert official

Led Zeppelin, arguably the most influential rock band of the 20th century, officially announced at a Wednesday (September 12th) press conference in London that it is reuniting for a single concert in memory of Ahmet Ertegun, the founder of Atlantic Records who died in December at age 83.

The legends will perform as Led Zeppelin for the first time in 19 years on November 26, 2007, at London's The O2 venue, on the banks of the River Thames. Led Zeppelin's remaining original members vocalist Robert Plant, guitarist Jimmy Page and bassist John Paul Jones will headline the concert with late drummer John Bonham's son, Jason, behind the kit. The Who's Pete Townshend, Bill Wyman, Foreigner and young Scottish singer Paolo Nutini — the last British act Ertegun signed — will also play at the tribute concert.

Tickets for the show cost 125 GBP each, and they are limited to two per person, and will be distributed by ballot only. Those wishing to go must register on Ahmettribute.com to be in the ballot. Registration closes on Monday (September 17), while any tickets that appear on online auction sites afterwards will be immediately cancelled.

Rumors about a Zeppelin reunion began to heat up in recent weeks, with sources saying that the arena had been placed on hold for the November date and that the band had been seen touring the venue.

Plant reportedly confirmed the reunion to a fan who happened to run into him on a London street last week.

Zeppelin will release a two-CD retrospective called Mothership on November 13th. A new DVD and deluxe soundtrack of the 1976 concert film The Song Remains The Same will both hit the shelves on November 20th.

Speculation about a Led Zeppelin tour has been ongoing for years, with numerous offers made to the group during that time. Promoters AEG Live and CPI have both reportedly put fresh bids on the table in recent days.

cutpasted off from therockradio.com

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Elemental Force Personifying The Nightmares

"it's hard. we all go thru shyts like that in the course of our lives. why hold on to it, and waste precious resources when u can channel them to aid your studies. use this fckd up feeling in you now, re-direct it, use it to power the desire to succeed." -refundable tin can-

i am just learnin to get back up on my feet. Slowly, but surely pickin up mislef and just maybe, i'd be mi tru loser-self again. think i'm making the progress i've initially intended to make. sigh.. with that said, i shall be off to bed now and put this erratic mind at ease.

Puts another unit into a fitful slumber, filled with horrifying nightmares. If that unit is disturbed while it slumbers, the disturbing unit comes under the effect of Nightmare.

dnd, or u might have to face the consequences.

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Lost Our Psionic Bond

MI HATE ze FRIDAYS mi in zis shythole! fridays ere iz much zifferent zhan zhe fridays mi used to haf bak home! iyooo!!.. mi no like it ere! mi wanna go zhe home!!

Fridays back home meant alot to me. Fridays then, were simply... errr.. simply magical, mind-boggling, fantabolous! its that one day of the week when i get the happiesttt out of miself. sigh.. now now!.. do we all see where i'm goin with this post? ye, i'd better lay off this subject fer a bit. its just too emotionally draining.
maybe goin out fer a smokes, adoring mother nature's creation, might help replenish my will to carry on with the weeknd... and we shall see how this post continues. brb.

sigh. nope. wasnt any help. i'm damned. i am dilated in disbelief.

i should've just gone out with ah tim dey all fer BB.

sigh..excuse me, mi frens, i'm off to an astral imprisonment. HEY, Harbinger, take me down to the paradise city, where the grass is green and the girls are preety! Take me home, Oh, won't you please take me home.


n.b.: Teleports a target allied or enemy hero into an astral prison. The hero remains separated from the real world for the duration of the spell. If cast on an enemy, Harbinger absorbs 2 intelligence per second. Intelligence is restored to the hero after 60
seconds.

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Somewhere Over The Rainbow

6 yr old connie talbot, pure raw talent. man. she can sing!

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Your Fault, Moon!

Indian food la ! <---click here n we shall sigh along :(

i'd sell my soul anytime now, for a chance of being in one of those pics.
sigh.. y did i even click on that 'm'sian foodie' link!!

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Funny Familiar Forgotten Feelings

"Funny Familiar Forgotten Feelings"
by Tom Jones

Last night, quietly, she walked through my mind
As I lay searching for sleep.
Her soft hand reached out, she whispered my name
As she brushed a tear from my cheek.
And then those funny familiar forgotten feelings
started walkin' all over my mind.
It's sad, so sad to watch love go bad,
but a true love would not have gone wrong.
I'm just thankful for the good times we've had
for without them I could not go on,
With all these funny familiar forgotten feelings
walkin' all over my mind.
I must go on, be strong,
tho' a million teardrops may fall,
Before these funny familiar forgotten feelings
stop walk' all over my mind.




the reason music sells :)

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Mother Nature's Lil Practical Joke

disgusted at the sight of this grotesque creation?, blame Her.
lol.. i SWEAR to u, this pic wasnt edited in any way! this tree stands just a few metres away fr mi room.. ROFL.. and everytime i go out fer a smokes, i cant help, but to wonder, exactly wat did mother nature had in mind, givin this poor thing an 'ever lastin' boner? or is it? hmmm.. ponder on mi frens.. ponder on.
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The American Way

Wanna laff the american way ? click on the link below.
~Indian wife catches cheatin Indian husband.

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Dust hits the eye, as i look to the Horizon.

sigh.. so here i am, on a saturday night, sippin away on the william grant's family reserve, when the world is out there on the lawn havin a blast at the water party. Just went out a bit, fer a ciggy, and i'd have to say, it looks like fun out there. The water balloons, the poorly erected pool, water machine guns, the GIRLS in bikini's, the alcohol and the good ol' fashioned aussie barbi... and yet, here i am, ploddin thru my weekend, utterly clueless of the way i'm feeling right now.

sigh.. amidst the noise the party-goers're making outside, i can still somehow hear tis faint voice in mi head, sayin, "okie, fine theva! if u r gonna be sittin in yur room, doin nuthin but being miserable, u might as well as get started on yur lab journal or yur assignments. fck this shytty feelin n get back on yur feet, u biatch!". If only i could heed the words of mi wise head. sigh..if onlies, we all have our 'if-onlies", don't we?

AAAARRRRRGGGHHHH...fck tis, i'm off fer anotha smokes!

Pick up the sadness, toss it away. Look to the horizon, sunset's smiling at the day.
-dan smerglia-

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