sigh.. so here i am, on a saturday night, sippin away on the william grant's family reserve, when the world is out there on the lawn havin a blast at the water party. Just went out a bit, fer a ciggy, and i'd have to say, it looks like fun out there. The water balloons, the poorly erected pool, water machine guns, the GIRLS in bikini's, the alcohol and the good ol' fashioned aussie barbi... and yet, here i am, ploddin thru my weekend, utterly clueless of the way i'm feeling right now.
sigh.. amidst the noise the party-goers're making outside, i can still somehow hear tis faint voice in mi head, sayin, "okie, fine theva! if u r gonna be sittin in yur room, doin nuthin but being miserable, u might as well as get started on yur lab journal or yur assignments. fck this shytty feelin n get back on yur feet, u biatch!". If only i could heed the words of mi wise head. sigh..if onlies, we all have our 'if-onlies", don't we?
AAAARRRRRGGGHHHH...fck tis, i'm off fer anotha smokes!
Pick up the sadness, toss it away. Look to the horizon, sunset's smiling at the day.
-dan smerglia-
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2 comments:
Buddy, recently i cant online, once i can online, u wont so lonely dy ler.... hahaha "tsk tsk, msn games"
lol.thx yuan
:)
appreciate it !
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